rilashenship~

assalamualaikum wbt~

currently have problems with relationship..

its quite tiring and cofusing

becomes more complex as our age get older..

its so hard to decide..which i got to buy more time from them to think..

but until when i should decide this unending tangled relationship that occured..

as my thoughts are all messed up with these complicated feelings..

i tend to enjoy myself having more friends outside that dont know about my complicated feelings..

i felt so happy and enjoy myself with friends of mine..

and so ive made up my mind..

that ive used to this life of having fun no matter when or where

i can go out with anyone i like..

hurmm.

wat i can say is..

if more people fall for u

that is when decision must be made

problem is

only me and me

im not ready for anything..

being friends is what i can only think of now..

bcoz you're not the only one waiting for my answer..

there are some..and i keep prevent myself contacting those who need my answer..

i seriously cant decide now..

currently i felt so childish..

and some said im too choosy..

oh please do understand me..

if we have fate together..insyaallah we'll be a partner in future..

and if u tend to find someone better..go for her ya!

just one thing i kept reminding myself..

"nabila oh nabila, sampai bila ko mok lari"

i sound so immature and childish rite

but ill try to change this thought of mine as time passby..hope so



erghh~
am i old or im a young youth acting complicated but its actually something simple~wuwu even my words got tangled..hurmm~

"Being a girl is hard sometimes; being a girl in a relationship is even harder at times. Dont get me wrong, being in a relationship is great, if its a healthy and growing one."-Anon

wassalam~
may Allah bless us all.