nabilla afzan binti haji abdul aziz

scribbles of a sick person~

2012-02-13T23:40:00.016+08:00

assalamualaikm wbt..

todayy,most of my colleagues were feverish..and i was also in headache pain..

we have straight classes from 9am til 2pm, and i felt really sick

the headache pain made me no mood and i cant even sit straight

really hope that we have a chair that can lie down sambil hearing lectures..

started with the petroleum economics, my headache pain got worst
i should've take care myself better, like taking something in the morning
or not attending the class..ehehe..its a good option wat

as a sick person, i have no appetite of eating anything..but a bowl of soup should be just fine, before taking medicines..

so ive asked my colleagues of where to get noodle soup in the afternoon..they said v5,and i imagine how a lot of people will be there..(well sick person become imaginative sometimes..or terlebih imagine..haha)

so as a sick person..i have this thought of 'i hate crowded place'..if it gets crowded, i know my headache will be more worst..so i asked around whether the tronoh mi udang banjir have plain noodle soup, my roomate said they should be serving all type of noodle..so drove there with the strength i have..wanna ask my roomate to drive, but she's been vomiting the whole morning..just cant bear to burden her..

as a sick person..i lost my way to the tronoh mi udang stall, since i used the route from the back of the pekan tronoh..then..i donno how, but i appear to arrive in a village area T.T..arghh.dugaan of a sick person..so, use my roomate's road instinct, we arrived safely,and most people have just finished their lunch..meaning that "not crowded" pheww~

then ordered the plain noodle soup..and my roomate ordered mi udang banjir..

taste my noodle..and its so pedas..maybe i was sick,so i cant bear the spiciness..or the noodle soup is serve spicy at the stall~~

so i called the akak,to make it less spicy..

ya..ya..sick people is quite demanding..
i was saying sorry at the akak..felt menyusahkan..since there is not much customer..so they agreed to alter my noodle soup..and.. it tastes just what i wanted!..thanks makcik and akak!
slurping..slurp..ssslurppp.nyum nyum...(haha..oops terlebih slurp)

so since we're in tronoh, so i felt like going to the tronoh klinik kesihatan..got my ticket..luckily among the earliest..waited patiently..seating with different position every second..haha.im sick okay!..even the old2 people around me we're more energetic..eheh..segan la juak dgn sidak..hurmm..then sambil2 i was sickening while seating..my roomate saw the doctor in the room tht i'll b going.."doktor muda weyh"..suddenly, i felt a little recovery from my sickness..haha..lalala~

then reached my turn..and have quite a long conversation with him..haha.if the garang nurse we're not with him,i felt like talking more..but felt quite afraid with the nurse,so i keep giving short answers..

the topics tht we discussd are just about utp life,a little bit of my routine, my course, talked about my morning classes, just like seeing a caunsellor..giving me advise..wat i remembered the most is "kalau x cukup tido malam,make sure ganti petang tu"haha.

luckily this doctor is boleh la tahan his face..my roomate praised his handsomeness..

i donno y im writing the above sentence again =.=''

tommorow morning plan to have a morning walk..mun larat la and if the weather permits..at utp tasek..fresh air is so needed right now~~

and got a lot of messages and calls from mum..

"masak bubur,goreng ikan bilis"..wuwu.."beli biji barli,rebus good for health"..so,have porridge as my dinner,eaten my medicine..and the last message i got is "minum air byk2,minum

aik susu b4 tido"

that's it..this is what happen when a sick person writes..kindof messy~

haha.hope all people out there,take care of their health,and live a healthy life..(felt like a health officer..=.='')

p/s-currently listening to Sesaat kau pergi-Ramlah ram ft Sleeq..unique and love it!~promoted by my ITM lecturer..which is also a father to one of the newly debut artiste Mafa..(mok juak cita nya bpk artis..haha)

Wassalam~

May Allah Bless us all :)

luah hati sebentar

2012-02-11T20:45:00.010+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt~

kawe nok intern da ni

nape mg bagi banyok sangat asignmen
haish payoh gini

oraits..to kelantanese yang terbaca mintak maap deh kalo ayat salah
sajo nok oyak kelate skali skala..ehe~

the story starts with we need to find internship placement
and most big companies, have some sort of terms of applying the placement a few months before the intern session
so since we're going to have our intern in June, a few months before should be in february/march..
but the thing is, as we just started our week, we got to do like almost 5 summaries to be submitted on the next monday under the Rock physics subject
(i just finished 2 now,ehe,atleast la kan)

what i realise 3 years in my course, most of the assignments are from those seismic-related subject..so which actually make the geoscience students to be prone to seismic stuff..and liking it..kot..nayy im not sure, but lately i heard like almost everyone pursuing for geophysics...until i dont seem to have any idea how will basin modelling major will look like..i mean like the elements needed in the major..or this IS the main purpose of this course to be established..that was slow for me to realise..haha..shh~..well just tengok siapa yg construct structure of the course, la ehe..oops2 no offence, felt like seismic is the music to a geoscientist heart..ehe

i've had a talk with one of my lecturer which is currently the HOD, he told me that the batch above us, most of them like seismic and prone to be going to geophysics for their major,and he asked me whether my batch is also going for geophysics..what i answered, as what ive heard them talking,dulu lah..donno la sekarang mcm mana.. some wanted to go for basin modelling..and some for geophysics, 50-50 kot..then he asked me,what about me,hoho.i at that time said geophysics..eheh

but then as time passed by, i actually dont mind about any of those majors, both have their own strength in the oil and gas field..and at the moment, just wanted to find a company that could give great experience in this geoscience field, i dont mind about those payment or location..just want the experience..(hahah sounds lame, but its the truth wat.. for all wannabe intern with vision!..)

ooh do pray for me, to be accepted into a company with a supervisor that will give me a great experience..eyt sounds weird..oops2..a geoscience xp of course..hoho~

found someting..

CUTE

and to encik-encik lecturer, toksey la bagi banyak sangat assignment deh,sikit2 sudoh la~

too much summary writing, until i felt like writing one right now..=.=''

Wassalam~

May Allah bless us all.

dear adek

2012-02-07T13:00:00.008+08:00

dear brother,

today u'll be going to a place that i was offered a few years back~

first,congratulation for your acceptance to mjsc langkawi~

i hope at that place, u'll not be pressured ~

i hope that you'll be wise in controlling your emotions~

i hope that u'll be having a lot of fun-learning experience~

most of your besties are going, so you should have fun with them~

so all the best!

Let us see what will you become after finishing your 2 final secondary years there.

Always contact home, just for us to know your updated well being.

Sincerely,

sister

dilema cinta hao ren-aliff~

2011-10-03T01:39:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt~

sebagai insan yg berjiwa muda..
jadi selalulah diri ini terjatuh hati sekali sekala..
selalunya tersuka dan tersimpan perasaan walau secalit terhadap seseorang pun perkara biasa as a youngster..ehe.

jadi..sambil jalan-jalan d youtube
terjumpa la satu lagu aliff aziz-hou ren

hou ren ni, artis malaysia, yg chinese tu~

siapa pernah tengok iklan brands, yg ramai2 ada aril,akim,hafiz, ngn sorang chinese, nyanyi lagu juara.. masa tuh aq xtahu sangat naper dia ada..hoho..oops~

setelah siasat2..his no ordinary new debut artist masa tu..

boleh tahan talented..singing, dancing, composing, beat boxing..antara talents that he has~

most of his songs are written by himself plak tu..hurm~

nk ckp hensem..sape yang suka chinese-korean look, dia ni ada la jugak rupa sikit2..kot..aq xreti sgt taste laki chinese look ni.and dier pilih untuk bergandingan dgn aliff aziz utk lagu dilema cinta~

satu lagi info is that this song is the Malay version of one of hou ren's song entitled "hao ren ka"~
original lagu yg versi cina aq letak skali as lagu original.hoho
aq layan lagu ni sbb sedap kat telinga aq..ke sebab muzik dia ala-ala lagu 2am (a korean band)..hurm.
slow2 jiwang sikit~itu lah lagu pilihan ku..ades..kebenaran yg sukar utk di akui.ehe

so dilema cinta haoren-aliff~(malay version)

"hao ren ka"-hao ren (chinese version)..lgu ok dh tp xsuka sgt dance dier kt sini..hurm~hoho

Dilema Cinta - Aliff Aziz ft. Hao Ren

Yo, yea..
Hao ren.. wo.. hu..
Hu.. Aliff Aziz.. yea..

Seharusnya ini tak perlu terjadi
Terjadi di saat aku pergi
Namun ku sedari kelemahan diri ini
Kelamaan dia sendiri

Verse 2:
Tiada yang sanggup selain diriku
Meredakan sepi dan rasa ragu
Makin ku mengerti kelemahan diri ini
*Dia biarkan ku jatuh hati

Ku percaya pada rasa
Lama-lama jatuh cinta
Menggetarkan perasaan meski tahu dia sudah
Tak sendirian lagi dan tengah menanti
Kekasih hati yang tengah jauh

Betapa ku tak mampu melepaskan dirinya
Dia tak terganti bertakhta di hati
Biarkan dirinya untuk memilih dirimu
Aku tak berdaya tak kuasa

Meski tahu cinta bukan beerti memiliki
Selalu ada hati yang tersakiti
Cinta telah merajai hati

Ulang Dari Verse 2:

*Ku biarkan kau jatuh hati

Sambung verse..
Cinta telah merajai hati
Oh.. Hao Ren, yeah
Kinda hurt bro.. I know..
Oh..

layan~~lagipun ssuai dgn situasi hatiku skarang.haish~

wassalam~
may Allah bless us all~

rilashenship~

2011-09-28T11:54:00.007+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt~

currently have problems with relationship..

its quite tiring and cofusing

becomes more complex as our age get older..

its so hard to decide..which i got to buy more time from them to think..

but until when i should decide this unending tangled relationship that occured..

as my thoughts are all messed up with these complicated feelings..

i tend to enjoy myself having more friends outside that dont know about my complicated feelings..

i felt so happy and enjoy myself with friends of mine..

and so ive made up my mind..

that ive used to this life of having fun no matter when or where

i can go out with anyone i like..

hurmm.

wat i can say is..

if more people fall for u

that is when decision must be made

problem is

only me and me

im not ready for anything..

being friends is what i can only think of now..

bcoz you're not the only one waiting for my answer..

there are some..and i keep prevent myself contacting those who need my answer..

i seriously cant decide now..

currently i felt so childish..

and some said im too choosy..

oh please do understand me..

if we have fate together..insyaallah we'll be a partner in future..

and if u tend to find someone better..go for her ya!

just one thing i kept reminding myself..

"nabila oh nabila, sampai bila ko mok lari"

i sound so immature and childish rite

but ill try to change this thought of mine as time passby..hope so

erghh~
am i old or im a young youth acting complicated but its actually something simple~wuwu even my words got tangled..hurmm~

"Being a girl is hard sometimes; being a girl in a relationship is even harder at times. Dont get me wrong, being in a relationship is great, if its a healthy and growing one."-Anon

wassalam~
may Allah bless us all.

depressed~

2011-09-13T21:58:00.008+08:00

assalamalaikum wbt

today is a very tiring one!..

with a shocking news from my coursemates regarding injuries faced by some of our coursemates..

back from their vacation..

i was out all day..and at the same time..worrying about my friends there..

but i wasn't that depressed...

as nite comes..

ive been scolded by my loved ones..

and still i was not that depressed..

and atlast..i got to know something

a truth..

well i gotta know it..

but they dont know..

when time come, later they will know

when i heard bout the later news..

depression got all over me..

and automatically...my head got to think bout all of the above..

till i was so depressed..

(while writing...someone called:) )

then..a good friend of mine called..

and cheered me up..

i was so glad he called..

and all those depression had gone..

because of u i cant write about my depression more..:)

thank u so much!:D

have a safe journey back home bestie..^.^v

and ill keep praying for one of my coursemate, bonze.. for his good health..insyaallah~

Wassalam

May Allah bless us all~

Warkah Hafiz,Aznil,Akim,Aril

2011-09-08T11:17:00.008+08:00

assalamalaikum wbt~

saw the vidclip in astro while eating lunch with my housemate yesterday

and i noticed that im not the only one who was eyeing on the video

haha.there's several who are taking lauk..paused and watched the video

A great music with talented actors with deep emotions:)

the heroes in the video are Aznil, Akim, Aril, Hafiz

its quite unique..most probably because of Aznil's great act and sentimental values that he succeed to potray to the audience

not forgetting great expression and emotions by aril hafiz akim

im not a AF fan

but i like this song! enjoy:)

Terdetik diriku tersungkur
Kau juang menyambut gagahan tanganku
Akanku abadikan pengorbanan cintamu padaku
Sentiasaku berdoa memanjatkan syukur

Oh Tuhan tunjukkan padanya cintaku
Tempatkan dia di syurgaMu
Penuh dengan rahmatMu

Sungguh ku tak mampu membalas cintanya
Oh Tuhan damaikan hidup dan matinya

Oh terdetik tika kau terluka
Kau simpan tangisan di dalam hatimu
Maafkanlah semua kesilapan
Yang telah aku lakukan
Takkan ku persiakan segala harapan

Oh Tuhan tunjukkan padanya cintaku
Tempatkan dia di syurgaMu
Penuh dengan rahmatMu

Sungguh ku tak mampu membalas cintanya
Oh tuhan damaikan hidup dan matinya

Wassalam~

may allah bless us all

bila tiba final~

2011-09-07T22:01:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt~

hari ni. nak singgah kejap untuk tulis sebuah episod di kala final menjelma~

bila final menjelma..

1. bukak past year paper

2. utk majority insan : terkejut..terkesima..terluka..terguris perasaan (oops over sikit)

utk insan yg terrer : hahaha.kacang seh. xyah setadi pun boleh score

sambungan (utk insan-insan terkejut)

hurm. jadi insan ini telah bertanya2 dengan coursemates nya

" u..ada x tajuk psl Production Index kira2 dlm past year"

" haa ada..tak pernah kena ajar!"

"kan..ni mesti silibus lama kot..ke leturer tak pernah aja"

"tak pernah dengar pun dlm kelas"

"dlm slide lecture pun tak terbaca pun"

"aku ada jumpa..dlm slide sem lepas..tapi lecturer org lain..Aung"

"x kena ajar la tu (lecturer lain sem ni)"

buat research punya research

geledah setiap sudut income yg lecturer bagi..

akhirnya..

"aku ada tulis dlm nota aku rupanya..=.=''v "

"aku mesti berangan time tu >.> "

paper Past year itu adalah "Drilling and Production Technology"

kesimpulannya : berhati2 sebelum membuat kesimpulan. haha.

saya dh terkena..semoga perkara ini menjadi iktibar untuk semua.

sekian.

All de best untuk paper drilling~

Wassalam.

May Allah bless us all.

terserempak~

2011-09-05T20:08:00.007+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt~

tomorrow will be my first paper for this coming final exam for the year 2011..

currently buckling up..and prepare to strive~

and guess wat?its malaysian studies..

with similar experiences with previous final exams : fail to utilize study week..ehe.

wish me best of luck eyy..for whoever reading this post..plz pray for me T.T..

so im actually in the mood of patriotism..and appreciating independence that we've been given..

and sometimes reflect about how some malaysians today doesnt appreciate the hardwork done my our previous leaders..

malaysia as we all know is a multi racial country.and its not easy to have the same agreement in certain aspects of the country..hoho.

so..back to the real topic..ehe

so today

i met two important guys who have given some precious memories during my foundation days in utp..wuwu.

so one is the Mr.kuning..and another is attendance guy.haha

met them..and flashback some memories that we have together..

the short one shud be me..and the tall one is my ex..mr.kuning~it started with me who fall for this yellow guy..aha..oops

attendance guy..using attendance as a flirt tool..haha.sweet:)
but at the moment stuck with yellow guy..ehe.

if we are destined together..insyallah..we'll meet in future :p

i wonder if they stil remember me..hurmm

but they seemed to remember..and we just got to speak through eye contact

unique eyy..haha

ok then.

out for now.

all the best to any of you who is having finals at the moment!~gambatte naa :)

Wassalam

may allah bless us all ~

dia ayahku~

2011-08-08T01:02:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt~

dia ayahku~

ayahku dan aku yg berumur 2 tahun~

aku rindu ayahku dalam aku menjalani hari2 ramadhan ku

setiap kali aku di suruh membuat pilihan..aku psti teringat ayahku

kadang2 aku rujuk kepada ayahku utk mndpt jwpn..

jawapan ayahku sntiasa kembali kpd pendapat ku sndri~

beliau lah sumber rujukan ku~

ayahku~

seorang yang sangat kuat mental dan fizikal

tanpa ayahku..aku pasti terkapai2 di dunia ini tanpa arah tuju

ayahku seorang ketua kluarga yg sgt aku kagumi and aku xkan lupa stiap pengorbann beliau utk ku

setiap kerah tenaga dan peluh yg beliau usahakan utk pastikn kami dapat setiap cebis keperluan

mereka tak kenal siapa ayahku..cukup la aku mengetahui siapa ayah ku~

yang pasti dia ayahku yang kucintai~

aku pasti bondaku, adik2, kakak dan abangku tahu betapa penatnya ketua kami berusaha sdaya upaya utk mnghadiahkan sebuah kebahagiaan utk kami~

aku sangat bersyukur d anugerahkn seorang ayah..syukur alhamdulillah beliau d panjangkn umur shingga aku berada d tahap ini

aku tahu ayah ku seorang yg sangat tabah dlm stiap dugaan yg mndatang

beliau mmpunyai 1001 kenalan..shbt2 lama sehingga kami skluarga kenal siapa teman2 beliau

aku pasti teman2 lama ayahku mempunyai sbb utk kekal bersama ayahku

dia ayahku~

seorang imam yg membimbing kami sekeluarga sejak kecil shingga tahap ini

membekalkn ilmu agama sebyk mungkin kepada kami

seorang ayah yg menunjukkan kepada kami betapa tulusnya agama islam

aku rindu ayahku..dan aku brharap beliau sntiasa sihat senantiasa..dan smoga ayahku sntiasa berada d bawah lembayung rahmatNya d mana jua ayahku berada

dia ayahku~

selalu tlg habiskan lauk pauk..walaupn kdg2 beliau komen lauk yg d masak..haha

tp ayahku tetap habiskn..beliau lah ayahku..

beliau suka bercerita tentang pengalaman2 beliau..yg kebanyakannya slalu d sambut dgn gelak tawa

ayahku jarang memarahi kami adik beradik..tp beliau slalu smpaikn melalui bondaku kalau isu yg d tegur agk sensitif..

tp aku pernah shja d tegur ayahku..bila d tegur mmg aku teringat smpai bila2..

itulah penangan ayahku~

aku xfaham..kalau wujud nya manusia yg memperlekehkan pemberian dari seorg ayah..smoga kita sbg ank lebih brsyukur dgn stiap pemberian yg beliau berikan, dan sentiasa lah mendoakan untuk kedua ibu bapa kita~

setiap kerahan tenaga seorang ayah utk memastikan anak-anak mereka bahagia dan utk mngukirkan snyuman pd wajah ank2 nya bukan lah semudah yg d sngkakan~

mereka ketua kluarga yang sntiasa dpt mmberi jwpn pd setiap masalah..

janganlah sampai mereka tiada d dunia ini, baru la terngadah dan menyesal~

aku belum brsedia lg utk kehilangan mereka..

sbb mereka lah panduan ku..

stiap didikan aku cuba patuhi

cuma kdg2 jiwa remaja ku memberontak..

hargailah ibu bapa kita slagi mreka masih brnafas d muka bumi ini~

Ya Allah, semoga kau berkati usaha ayahku dan semoga ayahku diberi kesejahteraan hidup dunia dan akhirat~

Wassalam~

May Allah bless us all~

ramadhan datang lagi~

2011-07-31T18:43:00.010+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt~~

seperti mana telah kita dengar desas-desus ceritera..tak lama lagi ..insyaallah dalam beberapa jam lagi..tiba lah bulan ramadhan yang di tunggu2 oleh umat islam seluruh dunia~

macam mana nak tahu bila bulan ramadhan bermula..ialah pada 29 syaaban..sekiranya anak bulan dapat d lihat..berdasarkan rukyah&hisab.. malam ni pakcik penyimpan Mohor Diraja akan buat pengumuman..kalau pakcik tu cakap malam ni..jadi mula lah tarawih pertama malam ini~and first day puasa pada esok hari~

first of all..rasa bersyukur kerana diberi kesempatan untuk brjumpa dgn bulan ramadhan tahun 1432 H..insyaallah..harap lah puasa kali ni..dapat puasa penuh dengan menjauhi dari perkara2 yang boleh mengurangkan pahala puasa yang kadang2 kita terpandang remeh..hurmm~

apa ada pada bulan ramadhan?sampai setiap umat islam tak sabar nak merasa bulan ni?~

ayat 183, surah Al-Baqarah yang membawa maksud; "Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Kamu diwajibkan berpuasa sebagaimana diwajibkan atas orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada kamu, supaya kamu bertakwa."

bulan ramadhan..di definisikan sbgai bulan kerahmatan, dalam bahasa arab nya ramadhan al mubarak~bulan yang penuh dengan keberkatan, kemuliaan dan bulan pengampunan..

“Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a. bahawasanya Nabi saw telah bersabda : “Apabila datangnya Ramadhan, maka dibuka pintu-pintu syurga dan ditutup pintu-pintu neraka dan dirantai/dibelenggu para syaitan.” (HR al-Bukhari dan Muslim)

jadi setiap umat islam mestilah tidak mahu melepas peluang untuk menempuh bulan ramadhan ni..perbetulkan niat..dengan meningkatkan amal ibadah, berusaha untuk mendapat ganjaran,.. melatih diri dari melakukan perkara2 yang menyemaikan sifat2 mazmumah..~

ayat 185, surah Al-Baqarah juga menyatakan dengan maksudnya bahawa ".(Dengan ketetapan yang demikian itu) Allah menghendaki kamu beroleh kemudahan dan Dia tidak menghendaki kamu menanggung kesukaran dan juga supaya kamu cukupkan bilangan puasa (sebulan Ramadan) dan supaya kamu membesarkan Allah kerana mendapat petunjukNya dan supaya kamu bersyukur."

insyaallah perpaduan kita dalam berpuasa dan beribadat dalam bulan ramadhan ini..secara tidak langsung..menunjukkan kekuatan ummah..ketulusan kita sebagai seorang muslim..dan kebesaran Allah SWT..~

jadi checklist persiapan puasa ku kali ini~

bersahur - sabda Rasulullah bermaksud: “Sesungguhnya Allah dan malaikatnya mengucapkan selawat (berdoa dan memohon daripada Allah akan keampunan dan keredaan) ke atas orang yang bersahur.” (Hadis riwayat At-Tabrani).
solat subuh terus after sahur (kalau tidur lpas sahur..alamatnya subuh gajah..selalu terbuat =.=')
hiasi hari-hari berpuasa ku dengan lebih banyak mengaji quran, berzikir, almathurat and ibadat2 lain..insyaallah~
jauhkan diri dari perkara-perkara yang melalaikan dan menggelapkan jiwa, elakkan tidur yang berpanjangan..and berusaha untuk lebih banyak bersabar dalam setiap peristiwa
jangan membazir tak tentu pasal..especially masa berbuka.."Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang membazir itu adalah saudara-saudara Syaitan, sedang Syaitan itu pula adalah makhluk yang sangat kufur kepada Tuhannya." [Surah al-Israa : 27]
sentiasa meluruskan niat dengan betul dalam setiap peri laku harian..jangan meletakkan puasa atas alasan sebagai halangan dalam kerja seharian..sentiasa ikhlas dalam menjalankan ibadah..dengan niat : mengharapkan keredhaan dan pahala ganjaran dari Allah S.W.T
bertarawih setiap malam sepanjang sebulan ramadhan~

selamat datang bulan ramadhan!~

semoga aku di beri kesempatan untuk berpuasa di bawah keredhaan Mu

dan di jauhi dari perkara-perkara yang melalaikan~

selamat berpuasa teman-teman ku ^.^

jom kita saling mengingati antara satu sama lain~

Wassalam~

May Allah Bless us all~

keluarga angkatku~

2011-07-31T12:07:00.007+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt~

aku d perkenalkan dengan keluarga angkat ku pada 17-21 jun 2011 di kampung bagan datoh~

pada mulanya..intention utk join event mission awareness ni..tak terfikir pun akan dapat keluarga angkat..fikir dapat role jadi organizing committee sahaja..and participant dia pulak hanyalah pelajar2 international..

tapi rupa2 nya..planning nya..setiap dak international akn diletakkan bersama seorang pelajar malaysia (organizing commitee)

walauapapun..ditakdirkan pasangan international ku tidak dpt hadir pada hari program tersebut..dapatlah serumah dengan pelajar malaysia jugak..dari kelate..syazmira:)~

so dengan dilemaa untuk ke rumah orang..and aq xpernah pun tinggal kat rumah orang lama2..bukan apa..macam menyusahkan tuan rumah pun ada jugak..hurm~jadi based on xperience..kalau tinggal kat rumah sedara pun..paling lama seminggu..(tu pun sebab ada perayaan)..rumah kwn pulak..dua-tiga hari gitu..tu pun dah susah hati..

tetiba..nak tinggal rumah org dekat 5 hari..uish~

detik-detik pertemuan dengan ayah angkat ku~

mula2 masa sampai, sebelum majlis bermula..

seorang dak komiti cina ni..mintak teman g tandas dewan tu..so aq pun pergila temankan..tolong tanya kat pakcik2 yang duduk kat area speaker sound system dekat pentas tu..

saya : pakcik..tumpang tnya..tandas kat ne?

pakcik 1 :tu sana haa (tunjuk arah selatan)

pakcik 2: ehh..sebelah sana haa (tunjuk arah utara)

pakcik 3 :dah ada air ke tandas kat sebelah sana (tunjuk arah utara)

pakcik 2: dahh..tadi diorang takung air..haa korang pergi la tandas sebelah sana (tnjuk utara) lawa sikit bilik air nya..(celoteh2 sikit)

saya : hahahaha..haa ye lah

pulang dari tandas dewan~

pakcik 2 : haa cane?ok tak tandas tu.haha

saya: hahaha..boleh tahan pakcik.trima kasih pakcik ye

Majlis bermula~

and at the end..masa utk passing ank dgn ayah/mak angkat..

ada rasa neves jugak la..siapa la keluarga angkat aq..siapa la partner aq..haish~

sbg nama kedua yg disebut..prgila ke depan..xtahu yg mana..ramai gler pakcik berdiri kat depan..makcik smua..ades..so dgn blur2 nya pergi jek la kat pakcik paling tengah..

pakcik tgh (ketua kpg) :haa..tahu tak ayahnya yang mana?

aku: xtahu..

pakcik tgh : haha.ni haa sebelah ni

pakcik sblah : hahaha.laa kamu rupanya.yg nk ke tandas tadi tu ye.

aku : hahahaha. (amek gamba sume, balik la ke tmpat duduk)

dalam hati..fuhh..lega..pakcik sblah = pakcik 2 pd situasi tandas tadi :))

nama pakcik ni pakcik khairy..xingat la plak nama full..

kmudian pakcik ni pun bawak la g jumpa famili dia..

mula2 risauu gak..sebab pakcik ni cerita dia ada ramai ank prmpuan..hurmm.xtahu la dapat masuk ke tak dengan diorang..debaran x berakhir lagi..

sampai shja kat umah..jumpala kluarga pakcik khairy..

comel seh ank pakcik neh..yg plg tua sebaya aq..nadiah namanya..nampak matured lagi dr aq..haha..segan la plak..ada ank yg sorang tu sama nama ngn aq..

jadi yg first sebaya aq..nama syaidatul nadiah..yg keedua tu sebaya syazmira..xingat la plak nama..dok panggil angah..tgh cuti 4 bulan.and adek2 mereka 4 orang..sorang yg xsempat jumpa..anak laki pakcik K..duk asrama xcuti...sume anak2 pakcik ni.yang perempuan ada nama syaidatul..and lelakinya pulak ahmad kt depan..

setelah bersama dgn mereka..slama 5 hari..terlerai la segala debaran and dilemma..rasa brsyukur dgn pertemuan kteog..famili pakcik K ni rasa nya yg terbaek antara yg laen (ehehe..oops..terlebih pulak)

pakcik K ni pulak rajinn giler nk bawak pusing2 satu bagan datoh..banyak jenis jalan dah pkcik tunjuk kat kiteorang..kiranya..ada byk jalan nk masuk kawasan bgn datoh ni..tp xsure la pulak boleh ingat ke tak kalau datang lagi..ades~~

rindu ngn diorang ni..selalu la jugak cari masa nak pulang ke bagan datoh..tengok famili ku yg no.3 ni..nape no.3? sbb no. 2 is famili ku yg d utp:) ~

29.7.2011

aku ditakdirkan bertemu dgn kluarga angkat ku..xsabar gak nk jumpa hari jumaat tu..

sangat berharap yg mereka dapat join rombongan tu..rasa berbelah bahagi xtahu mereka ada kesempatan nk datang..

mesej kak long diorang..kak long cakap parents dia dtg..dgn adek~

excited dgn mesej kak long mereka..xsabar nak jmpa mereka..

jadi aq g la bertemu dgn mereka pd tgh hari tu..ditemani oleh kak bai~~

nk jugak promote kluarga angkat aq ni kat kluarga aq kat utp ni..tp d sbbkn masa xbanyak..and mereka ada slot program..jadi pertemuan kami bermula d green room..penat aku scan mana la pakcik and makcik ku ni..dari depan pintu..

kak bai : bukan tu ke..yg hujung..mcm tgk2 sini jek

aku : haa..jap2 tgh scanning

lama gak aq scan..last2 jumpa la kat hujung tu (sprti yg kak bai bgtau..ehehe)

kak bai : kan akak dh ckp yg hujung =.='

(ehehe..sabar2 kak bai..ye la..scanning mesti la mula dari depan pintu..)

aku : haaaa!! jumpa pon..

pakcik : hahahaha.pakcik pun tgk je kamu masuk..bia la kamu cari

makcik : hahahah

pakcik ni pun..bukan nya nak panggil..biar aku buat scanning terkapai2 kat dlm green room tu..haha.rindu seh ngn lawak2 pakcik ni..cerita2 makcik..and ragam si adek kecil..adek buat xtahu ye..mula2 haha..sabar jek la

tapi sekejap jek..pakcik pun cerita..adek ni tadi semangat nak jumpa..pastu dah jumpa senyap pulak..haha.xlama ni..kejap lagi ok la tu.

kalau nk cerita stiap dialog..telebih pjg kang post ni..haha.

setiap saat and detik dgn famili pakcik K dtg melawat ni aq akn abadikan dalam benak fikiran and hatiku :)~

berakhir la d chancellor foyer..

teman makcik and adek naek bas..

dgn adek paksa2 naek bas sekali...hurmm..sedeh gak rs dlm hati..T.T

adek : cepat la naek bas ni (sambil pegang belon)

aku: xpe2 akak nak naek kereta polis tadi (kete caddie utp yg kteog maen..oops..kantoi)

adek : cepat la..nanti bas ni nak jalan..Popp!(belon pecah..ades..tyme otw naek tangga)

aku : haa kn dah pecah belon..(cek2 sikit kat muka adek..takut injured kt mana2)..makcik leklok..kimsalam org rumah

makcik : haa ye la..nanti dtg la rumah masa puasa ke raya

aku : insyaallah..kalau ada kesempatan sy dtg bulan puasa ni

tgk la bas diorang berlalu prgi..

pakcik pulak naek bas yg lagi satu..xsempat nk gudbye2..hurmm

ini la keluarga angkat ku..

Mr. K, Mrs. K and adek~:)

kak bai & adek~k.bai kene buli lawakk

adek najmuddin~

aku dan adek~

comel kan..xtgk lagi kakak2 and abg adek ni :D

Insyaallah..Semoga ikatan kekeluargaan ni..kekal lama..

Aku harap diri ku sndiri.. jangan la terlupa dengan insan2 ini..

Aku akan selalu doakan kesejahteraan and kebahagiaan mereka :)~

Wassalam~

May Allah bless us all~

psycho me~

2011-07-23T12:30:00.006+08:00

hipocrasy vs true self

in terms of this life we're attending

hiprocrasy might lead to a success in living

just not to spill the beans

doing things with a beauty cut in every act

haha

ive been living with hipocrasy people..and i learnt each act..body language and expression that they do

so..with these so much experience in life

i manage to learn about people..and ive managed to distinguish who's real and who's a hipocrite

i dont really care if u're a hipocrite..because sometimes we need to be hipocrite to live

BUT..if ure a hipocrite..and u're actually backstabbing someone..

then..that is where..hipocrasy is so WRONG~

wowo..becareful dude..dont u learn in ur religion~its in the basics i supposed..

do becareful with me..

sometimes i look someone who is so innocent..i might also be the most kind person on earth

but if u messed up with me..so i shall say..i might be doing something back to you

i seriously choose not to have revenge..but if things get worst..

and u seem not to have learn from your wrongdoings..

i might have revenge..

hoho..dont cabar my patience and kindness~

backstabbers of mine..take note with the post~

being a trueself, with no backstabbing

should be living happily, disregards with all those problems around us

trueself, true relationship what's so hard?except if u've used to this hipocrasy life

and u'll regard backstabbing as normal..woo~

if u've got problems or what ever difficulties

Dont Ever Harm Others..harm?harsh eyy..take note ok^.^(writing with cute thingy with this mood..its yucks!)

ive got instincts about certain events before

but ive chose to be quiet..

there's this second time..ive chose to have silence

and shall i say the third time

ill be doing something

im a good actor..remember that~

an actor tht might destroy ur life if i chosed to

so once u saw me giving chances..

take tht opportunity..cause chances dont come most of the time, dude!

when my instincts got to be true..most of the time

first thing: ill be in serious sadness..cause its just something tht u feel and really hope not to be true.even if u know its true..u really hope its not true~(confusing meh..oops)

dont let this pity that i gave..turn in to grudge..because sometimes..as shall i say 'victim'..we can turn those who made us like upside down

haha..psycho right..just remember that.im a psycho girl ^.^~

next time happen..ill be the one destroying every little pieces of ur life..

and one thing..dont ever meddle into a single thing in my life:D

any problem or anything that i encounterd..why should u be busybody-ing telling the other party..(hoh..how boleh kantoi ni...jeng3 :D)

kepo gler..when i tend to remember each single thing of every incidents in my life that I encounterd and u tend to be the one who involved indirectly..i wonder, why when u involved, things get more messed up?hurmm..better becareful there..and i might gonna check back to those people who've u've been the middle person..^.^~

frankly,this discomfort ive experienced..have happen long..ive noted ur acts since long..every single thing..any kind act..ur speech..how u twisted certain story..how u mingled with people around..haha.since ive more experience (do remember tht, thanks:) )..but i dont really care..cause u've not cause any problem to me..

but one day..u've done something without enough beauty cuts..aiyaa..

u chose the wrong person dude:)~hahaha

u should have making these opportunities to declare something at least..just say sorry i supposed?hurm

but nothing happen..so, just becareful okey:D

hope these feelings of mine might not change in to revenge, pray for that k huhu~^_^(huhu?yucks!)

astaghfirullahalazim..May Allah divert me from this hatred and revenge feelings..semoga saudaraku mendapat petunjuk~

Wassalam~

May Allah bless us all~

hey heart~

2011-07-18T01:21:00.005+08:00

hey heart!

im trying my best to focus on my assignments

there are tonnes of them

i cant control you

you're on ur own

i've been telling you this

for like thousands of time!

so i beg you

clean up every single part about It

please oh please erase It from you

its time to stop all this nonsense

It is a lie

don't be a fool

easily being fooled

please unlock yourself from It!

don't keep It locked!

you've been suffered alot

since you suffered, i can't live normally

since I cant be normal

Ill be giving chances to It

making hopes for It

creating unending faith to It

at the end

making you even suffer

so i dont want to hurt you anymore

so lets into this together!

We'll be so much stronger!

hey heart~

just wanna tell you

someone is waiting to unlock you

please give permission

but if you keep on locking urself like this

we'll suffer

if you choose this..

then..lets see what shall happen in future~

Sincerely,

your owner

for you~

2011-07-16T14:17:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt..

i have one thought about this..

and i found out that..its better if you let me go

i think i will feel some sort of..shall i call a 'relieve'

i shall be having more time to recover myself

recovering from remembering you

from liking you.. from knowing anything about you

i'll be having an open mind, an open heart

to the world out there who are lining up to take place your position from my heart

there are much more better person who knows that they are better than you

they can take care of me better than you..

but since my heart is for you..and i acknowledged all your lackness..

ive ignored them wholeheartedly.

people around me said that we are so much different..

i kept on ignoring them..because i think i know you..

so i have faith in you more than them..

but it seemed that i am getting tired

just let me go..if you don't have the heart anymore

just said it out and things will settle

i predicted that we'll live better

i don't need your pity, you feeling sorry, i hated those things

just be frank and i'll understand~

just one thing for you to remember.. once you let me go..

don't ever come back..never ask about my whereabouts..don't act concern

just live happily with your new life

ill be happy, if u are happy

once i've someone else..please don't come back

that's just my one and only hope for you

hope we have a much better life in separate ways

i believe in that..and hope you'll be in the same boat..

wassalam~

08th juli blast~

2011-07-13T01:42:00.011+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt..~

i just felt like sharing wat have happen during the 8th of july

this year, my birthday happened to be during our midsem break

and i had this feeling of nothing would happen.nothing special..

maybe if my friends remembered, they maybe treating me lunch or breakfast..or just wishing me..(its just like i dont expect to celebrate it wholeheartedly..its just an annual day..of us gettting older..ceeyyt..did i just sound old?..aishh)

seriously..have nothing in my head.

so..that morning i was so overwhelmed~ when my friends, obey and muk, decided to jog around the football field..

i was very happy..since i was strongly in the mood of joging, and its actually hard to find a partner to go jog with..nowadays..haha~

so on that morning.. woke up early..and got ready as we promised to jog at 745am..but..as i texted muk..she replied as if she's just woke up (and my instinct was right!=.=')

so i thought of going first..but then since we have promised, so i then decided to wait..surprisingly..she was quite a little bit late than usual..T.T (x pasal2 kene bebel pagi2..kesian muk hahaha)

bla blab bla..then we reached the field..jog together..but suddenly when jogging for the second round..i realised my partners were gone..i was on call with Nisa, a doctor-to-be and was searching them at the same time.

after the 2nd round..i look around the sport complex..basketball court..badminton hall..arghh.wondering where had they gone to..then, got a text, "kteog kat tasik" =.='..so moved to the tasik..scanned for them quite a long time..but still they are nowhere to be seen..

almost mistaken them with the Azars who were starting their maintenance work..lala~

felt so tired..called muk "korang kt mana??aichh..dh scan kt tasik ni xde pun..bla3" muk : "hehe..lupa bgtau kteog kat cafe" T.T haish~~

went to the cafe..muk generously treated me with breakfast..i thought tht maybe she felt guilty for leaving me behind..so sat at a corner with obey ..and they showed me a video...

and muk suddenly opened her bag..and several gifts came out..suddenly remembered my nephew's favourite cartoon Dibo the Gift Dragon..haha

first~a laminated picture of me, syiera and some of our coursemates (done by Syiera)

second~Domo! haha..the cartoon character with sharp teeth (given by Damezoete Zatee)

third~a yellow car badge writing "Slow But Ahead Of You"..hoho~(given by Muk and Obey) with a birthday card :)

i was quite surprised..and speechless..and what surprised me more.. were gifts from syiera and zatee..who were actually at their home in Melaka and Johor on that day~~^.^

gifts from them~:)

Besides.. the other thing that surprised me..was..Obey and Muk managed to prepare me a chocolate birthday cake..100% homemade..haha~i'll never forget this special birthday cake of mine..its not tht i never had a cake before..its just tht i never had a homemade birthday cake!.it feels so different if someone made you a cake..although it does not look presentable like common birthday cake..its homemade!..tastes so homey and quite delicious!..thanks guys..appreciate it so much :D

(i just cant imagine how they manage to prepare a cake in UTP..hurmm)

got sweet birthday wishes from beloved and thoughtful friends..thanks so much!~

although some of my friends may be forgetting my birthday..sincerely from me,no woryy, its okayy!..im not going to blame you guys!peace:)~

before my birthday ends..i was out with my sarawakian buddies!

Stiel..Mark..and Erize! :)

hoho..eating non-stop..from Secret Recipe-Morven Peak..haha..it was my first experience eating there..and it was like sitting in a yummy paradise..arghhh..nyum3..especially there's these variety of meat that can be barbecued..their meat tastes so sweet!..felt like in food paradise..wuwu~main sponsor : Mark..co-sponsor: Stiel and Erize:))

once stomach were fully loaded..then we continued our journey to Lumut..just to hangout like a small reunion..ate my secret recipe black forest cake there..sponsored by Stiel (arigato ^.^)

after lumut..i then surrendered myself..going back to utp..since ive promised with someone the next morning..as the three of them?they continued their journey back to Ipoh for Old Town White Coffee..wuu~~

and guess what?!.

the most important thing is that my wish come true! :)

i have made a birthday wish that morning..and it happened to be true!.shocked when heard the news ^.^''~ehehe

(wanna know whats my wish..try asked those two who prepared my surprise party..haha)

It was a great day..with amazing friends:D~

Thanks so much:)
moments that ill shall cherish til old~

p/s~ mummy wished on the 10th..daddy wished on the 11th.haha.appreciate their effort! atleast they remembered and wished ^.^~
fana on 15th for breakfast belated birthday treat.. also tikah's special gift to me..although it was her birthday that 15th..:D

Wassalam~

May Allah bless us all~

my elmo?~

2011-07-02T13:26:00.018+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.~

who's elmo?

- the world knows him as a character in Sesame Street

but my elmo, is a friend~chingu aaa..

why can my elmo get this title of elmo?

since my friend here bought me some elmo stuff..

so if my friend here is elmo~so ill be the cookie monster..

haha.i sound ugly.but cookie monster is cuter when baby wat.

elmo and cookie monster are good friends in the tv show~lame.argh.haha

my elmo..a friend of a long distance relationship
but we manage to be friends for long~curious..hurm

i never pay you to be with me rite?~haha

its been quite long though~

and i dont know why am i writing this tribute to you.just for fun.

not to make you touched.

(if u feel touched please treat me to somewhere special.harap maklum)

its just that

sometimes i felt that my elmo have done quite a lot to me, but i never replied anything to my elmo~(touched?)

i just cant remember when is the last time i do something good for my elmo

my elmo have always treat me with free food and gifts~heaven rite?haha

actually i dislike people give me free treats~ it feels that as if i owe them and i must repay them sometime.hurm~

but if my elmo treat me, i never feel discomfort!~haha i dont know why.

i feel very happy finishing every single ringgit in my elmo's pocket..harhar~

and guess what, as what i've remembered, i never treat my elmo before.

hoho..aishh~im a cold friend eyy.but i wonder why we can be together for quite long.

our family knows each other, but still our relationship must not be more than friends!~

what i know about my elmo, is my elmo is more sensitive than me..and i am more colder than my elmo~

my elmo always remember my birthday, and each year there's always gifts from my elmo..

everytime my elmo travels, my elmo have always bought me souvenier..^.^~

as a cold friend, i dont think i ever bought anything for my elmo when i travel.hahaha.cruel eyy~

everytime my elmo's birthday is around the corner, ill remember and sometimes plan to give something special..

but, on the day of my elmo's birthday, i'll b forgetting my elmo's day..aiyak..it waas seriously not in purpose okay!~and i dont know why this have happen for several years..its like an annual to-be-forget event~~T.T
and when i realised it, i felt very2 miserable..but the misery dont last long..haha.i donno why, maybe because my elmo is very forgiving. :)

there's this one time, i was with my elmo one day long, and spend our time together like friends do~ then we went home.after several weeks, then i realised that the day we spend together is my elmo's birthdayy!~haishh.

when i remember those moments, sometimes i feel it was quite funny hahaha:D~

and my elmo will reply like "ko nang la~" ..bahasa sarawak nang=memang,

p/s:sorry elmo eyy~

but everytime i spend time with my elmo, it will be memorable~utilize each second we spend together with joy:)~
we will be separated more distant starting this coming September..and my elmo'll be having a more hectic life with schedules..working people..ergh~

I wonder what will happen to us, once we are separated more distant..hurm

will it be the beginning of our ending?~hurmm

I've a thought that.. distant relationship is the start of the end of a relationship~

no matter what happen, im ready with anything that will occur in our future friendship~

I'll always pray for your success ^.^~

and i believe that u'll be more successful than me, by that time, u must treat me with expensive gifts and food at expensive places.haha

p/s~hey elmo! when you get to marry early, dont forget to invite me!

nayy,probably im the one who'll be marrying first..hmm~

whatever it is, all the best with your life me elmo and also pikachu!

pikachu?haa.haha.this pikachu will spend his last semester this september.

pikachu here will be graduating end of this year..

hurmm..one by one of them leaving..

ill be ready for this separation!~

yosh!

Wassalam~

May Allah bless us all

Universiti Teknologi Petro

2011-07-01T02:50:00.011+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Some would have known what ill be talking about based on this title i gave~

About the name of Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS changing to Universiti Teknologi Petroleum~

I heard that it should be officially announced around yesterday or today, not sure about that~

What's with the name changing?

Also..Not sure about that..shall i say politics in general, or precisely politics in PETRONAS itself.

not to touch too much on politics~but just missing one of my idol : Tan Sri Dato Seri Mohd Hassan Merican:)~pakcik dari kedah

who's this guy?

if you searched about him..you guys will know who's this Hero of mine..not a korean star..but a great Malaysian man who I'll always respect. a former CEO, President of PETRONAS.

Presently, CEO and President of BRP-Rotax GmbH & Co. KG (ni link wiki jek.more info pegi cari rotax.com)

Several issues have rised before..starting with the offer of Najib for him to be in the government..and appointing the new CEO and President of PETRONAS, shamsul azahar..and okay not to talk much again..aish~

back to the main issue.

whatever it is, gladly its not Universiti Teknologi Perak..haha

I prefer to be under this Petroleum name..rather than under Perak.

shall i say, im thankful that the government of Perak cannot afford the maintenance of UTP..haha.although the advantage is, if we got to be under the government, probably our fees should be reducing alot..but still i dont know..its some sort of..Petroleum?fine for me..hoho~

almost completing 3 years of studying here..starting with my foundation life in July 2008..plus a borneoan..so as if this place is my second home.(haha..touching sikit)

I'm a Petroleum Geoscience student under the Faculty of Geosciences & Petroleum Engineering at Universiti Teknologi Petroleum~cool ehh?cool ke..hurmm..dop tau la

the name is kind of 'petrolly'~haishh

however,still be thankful of choosing this university to pursue my studies, rather than other offers.(syukurr^.^)and Im glad that I changed my course~

Originally offered Petroleum Engineering, but I made a sacrifice with the support from my parents, to make this decision.

Sacrifice?haha..not much.its all about money..swasta pulak tu (dlm hati..tsk..tsk T.T)

Before a MARA scholar student under the Excellent Student Scheme..bla bla bla but now a student with no scholar.(sedeh oo..tapi minat punya pasal, ive decide!~)

I was the only person who is from the Petroleum Engineering course under MARA, who had violate the agreement by MARA..budak degil macam aq ni..kalau rasa nak violate rules, ill do it!..haha, sila jangan ikut perangai teruk ini, harap maklum (also none of my petroleum girl besties following..haha.so it was like your own your own girl!~).

In order to do this violation act, it needs a lot of consideration, especially the difference of those two courses..and what I shall say now..its not the wrong decision..since ive found what i wanted in this course.hoho.syukur2~the beauty of petroleum geoscience..sangat menarik.fascinating and very interesting..like playing detective gitu.haha

tapiii..quite difficult and complicated~

if u rajin, very hardworking..you'll be understanding a bit higher than the others and enjoy the study.

as for me, yang pemalas, so i'll be just in the same level, happily with passing grades.(happy ke?hoho.utk sedapkan hati jek la..dgn result2 setiap sem..sekejap naik kejap turun, macam berat badan T.T)

wargh!..we are the second batch..its challenging~

Example 1~we have no past year questions to do the final exams pattern analysis.haha.as a student, everyone knows that the final papers have their own pattern.

Example 2~we have experienced, waiting for lecturer for certain subject to come, causing dropping the subject and just wait for the lecturer to come.Gladly, we got a Tokyo University lecturer..konichiwaa~..haha.

I know some people out there have kind of a small mind about our course..ada yg memperlekehkan our course..like "cari batu..belajar apa jek korang ni..bla3"..nothing like their course.haha.kiranya course diorang gempak la gitu..suka hati la u guys nk fikir apa..its just ive a habit of laughing at those guys,sgt cetek..cetek apa?pikir la sendiri..oops~all i want to say is, just try and enter the world of Petroleum Geoscience, and feel it~and its not just about rocks la..adooii~

sometimes..i wonder why some people have this sarcastic act to others who actually don't do anything to them, no harm..what i meant is, aku tak cari gaduh dengan kau, but why nak jadi sarcastic all of a sudden~pelik kan..emo japp

manusia oh manusiia..banyak ragam~

currently in this third year, I personally felt that our assignments given, need a lot of researching.

currently having research assignments of basin analysis(2 assignments from 2 lecturers) and geofield, which really needs a lot of referencing..mummy!
just imagine someone who dislikes library like me, have finally gone to the library quite frequent this semester..haha.

drilling assignment?refer lecture note sudah.

also malaysian studies~reading2 history..centrism2..

bila nk buat assignment2 ni eh..hurmm~

Whatever it is..no matter what course are you studying..the journey ahead is still long..whether you have a future with the course you studied or not.life goes on..just do your very best, and insyaallah, with Allah's blessing, there's a great future awaiting you ahead.
(ending motivating sikit, dgn tonnes of assignment..tp buat donno..aaarghh!jiwa kacau kejap~)

Wassalam~

May Allah bless us all~

beef and i

2011-06-22T19:03:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt~

beef and i is like me and beef~

i like beef so much that i couldnt help to think about it~

eating is so important in life..since its some sort of an energy

provider to us.eceh.based on ilmu bio beberapa tahun yg lepas.

haha..not to talk much on the function of eating..but just to focus on BeeF~(sarangheyo daging!..aaishiteru beef-kun!)

The next time..when im in need of someone to help buy me food..and u hv problems to contact me at tht time.

The Main thing come out in ur head should be beef..aishh..beef oh beef~

if i could compose a poem for beefs all around the world~aichh

For example..cases of choosing meat/beef..(hurmm..even their name sound very delicious..nyum3)

1. Pau Case

Kes pertama

me : "oits belikan aq Pau"

as we all pau buyers know there's a variety of fillings for Pau :~

Kaya-Red bean-Sardin-Lotus-BBQ aym-BBQ dgg-Kari ayam-Black Pepper aym-Black Pepper Daging-Rendang aym-Rendang Dgg-Ikan Bilis-Kelapa-Chocolate-Sweet corn.

Setahu aku ni lah inti-inti pau yang aq pernah dengar.

Jadi semestinya aku akan memilih apa-apa Pau yang berintikan daging..(nyum3)

Beef is always a priority!~yosh

2. Meatball Case

Friend : "okay ko pilih la mana-mana, kteog follow jek"

hahaha..yeay!~

so aku pun, "cik akak sy nak Beef Meatball ye tak nak Chicken Meatball, trima kasih~"

Insan sekelilingku memandang dengan satu wajah yg aq agak familiar.tapi aku xdapat interpret wajah tersebut pd waktu itu.haha

Bila sampai shja hidangan Beef meatball.

Aq terus snatch a meatball and bergembira dgn kenik

matan and keunikan rasa bebola beef itu..

Sambil menjemput mereka2 yg hanya memandang aq dgn wajah ekspresi yg sama masa aku order beef meatball..

Akhirnya,mereka ini pun bersuara,"kalau lah chicken meatball tadi kteog boleh tlg ko habiskan"..aichh =.='~

3. Cincang Case (bahan masakan)

Pelik jugak nama kes ni.. tapi kalau aku di suruh untuk pergi membeli apa-apa bahan masakan yang boleh kita pilih antara ayam dgn daging..semestinya, mindset aku dalam kes ni..

Aq pilih Minced Beef.nyum3-

4.Rendang

Ades..teringat rendang mak aku pulak dah.arghh~sangat-sangat sedap!..raya dlm brapa bulan lg..sabar2..ehem..jadi..Semestinya rendang daging lah pilihanku~

5.Burger

Burger Daging la.of course.smpai aku boleh jatuh hati dgn abg/pakcik yg buatkan aku beef burger.haha.psiko2.jeng3

And banyak lagi hidangan daging2 yg sangat-sangat menarik.

Orang-orang tua selalu cakap, cinta itu tidak dapat dilafazkan dengan kata-kata.

Kesimpulannya~Lama kelamaan, aq dapat rasakan, rupa-rupanya begitu sikit orang yang prefer daging daripada ayam dlm beberapa jenis hidangan.aha.

Jadi pengajarannya, kalau nk order utk kongsi bersama teman-temanku..alamatnya kena order chicken-based la ni.hurmm.

Tapi ini tidak bermakna aku tak makan ayam.haha
Kalau kat kedai makan ayam tetap preferable, sebab jarang orang boleh masak daging dengan rasa yg betul-betul sedap..haha.

Characteristic of the Best Beef in my taste of doing dishes..should be in terms of saiz potongan..bahagian daging yg diamek.. dan cara si tukang masak nak bagi daging tu terasa daging yg very tasty.(if i could just explain the taste in more detail..aish.)

Okes~
Wassalam.

May Allah bless us all~

seperti esok tiada lagi~

2011-06-21T01:11:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum~

sebuah cerita..

kisah..story..

kesahihan nya terpulang kepada instinct si pembaca.

gambar hanya hiasan..and semestinya bukan cerekarama Kepok dan Nisan yg saiful apek berlakon..haha~

"pada suatu minggu..di saat aku sedang menghabiskan setiap detik hari demi hari

aku tiba-tiba tersentak dengan pembaziran masa yg telah aku lakukan..tanpa memikirkan apa-apa..aku bereaksi dengan beristighfar..memohon ampun terhadap Ilahi

aku diserang penyakit..penyakit yang berlarutan..setiap jam..hari..dan minggu..penyakit itu semakin parah..sehingga dalam ketika aku meraung kesakitan..

tiba-tiba..

nafasku terhenti..untuk sesaat dua..tapi untuk seketika sahaja..

aku tidak pernah terfikir yang dalam ketika nafasku terhenti..hidup ku akan berakhir..

itulah manusia biasa seperti ku..secara tak langsung menolak kepercayaan qada' dan qadar..

yang merupakan rukun iman yang keenam pulak tu..

sedangkan hidup dan mati itu pasti dan berada di tangan Allah swt..

"aku masih muda untuk tinggalkan dunia ni"

"aku tak rasa aku mati esok..hakhak"

sedang aku menyambung kehidupan ku seperti biasa..di kala aku di serang penyakit itu,degupan jantungku semakin perlahan..aku dapat merasa sesak nafas..buat berulang kali..sejak akhir-akhir ini..

teman-teman sekeliling ku..telah memberi beberapa teori berdasarkan apa yg mereka lihat terhadap pnyakit ku yang berpanjangan sekian lama..aku mndapat pemeriksaan di pusat kesihatan..dan ternyata aku telah di diagnose utk satu penyakit..

aku keluar bersama rakan-rakan ku lagi..dengan menikmati makanan yg lazat d beri oleh salah seorang temanku..

setelah aku menikmati makanan itu..aku terasa lemah longlai..kemungkinan di sebabkan chemical reaction..antara makanan itu dgn ubat-ubatan yang telah aku telan beberapa hari

pada malam itu..aku terhuyung-hayang berjalan pulang dari rumah temanku..sedikit demi sedikit kekuatan ku kian menghilang..

aku terus ke kamar ku..dan tatkala aku duduk menghadap komputer riba ku..aku dapat mendengar begitu banyak suara dalam minda ku..dengan serentak

tapi aku tahu suara siapa..untuk setiap lontaran suara..

suara2 dari keluarga..dan insan2 yang aku kenal..

aku mula mengenang setiap kenangan..tetapi kenangan yang berkisarkan kematian

dan secara tidak langsung..aku tiba-tiba terkenang dengan ibadah yang telah aku jalani selama aku hidup..

aku dapat merasakan..ibadah aku ini ..tidak cukup untuk merasa syurga ciptaan Allah swt

secara tidak langsung..tiba-tiba..aku telah mengucap dua kalimah syahadah..

lepas tu..

wallahualam.."~~

Begitulah ceritanya.

Tapi kisah di atas hanyalah sedikit petikan daripada cerita sebenar.

brmula dari ucapan kalimah syahadah..

aq tak tau apa yg trjadi..

smpai tu saja part yg aq sempat bersama dgn dia

Aichhh..@#$$#@ seum dwa!.

kantoi cerita betul..haha.

Seperti hari esok tiada lagi..mcm cerita cerekarama yg aq slalu tgk.

kdg2 cerita cerekarama melayu kat tv3.. mereflek kehidupan masyarakat melayu terutamanya..secara real..

kadang2 terasa la jugak..walaupn sikit.

bukan niatku untuk mempromote cite cerekarama.

Teringat cerita "taubat nasuha".."berdosakah aku"..and byk lg..especially yg zamarul hisyam berlakon tajuk "Ihsan" kot..lupa.

Tapi kadang2 cerekarama cerita ntah pape..oops..penah skali tgk cerekarama ikut cerita korea Full house..dengan lagu2 soundtrack cerita korea..adoyai~sangat tak jadi

Biarlah orang nak cakap apa dengan jalan cerita melayu.. walaupun jalan cerita boleh di ramal..daripada curi jalan cerita negara luar.ades

emo jap~~~

walaupapepon..

back to the story at the first place..haha

the plot above.. as a remembrance that our life may end.. without us knowing

getting us prepared for the life hereafter..

as we always heard sayings like "Live today as if its our last day of living"

peringatan untuk aku terutamanya yang kerap terlupa..hoho

yosh~

wassalamm

May allah bless us all~

kompelikated~

2011-05-25T01:06:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Lets see how complicated can it be with a situation with different meanings.

These meanings are what I think of everytime it happens.

I dont know if it means the same thing as everyone out there.

Just got a piece of thought about it.haha

4 definitions for 1 situation

Situation : Being Quiet / Silence

1. First meaning of the situation is "Got bored."

Whatever it is, all due to boredom.

How did i got bored?

Of course because of being tired.

How did i got tired?

Because the same thing goes over and over again.

What same thing gives boredom?

Annoying attitude or sarcastic or hipocrasy by same people. Malay people said "dah masak dah dgn perangai/cerita tu".

What if the same thing happen is the opposite of the above attitude?

opposite attitude..hmm..Of course all should be very happy.. if it happen most of the time in life.haha.not classified as boredom but memories that always in our heart.

2. Second meaning is "Leave Me Alone."

Leaving me alone in terms of seriously dont come near.

No reply or speechless~should be a strong indicator.

Just don't try to come near, because from no feeling may change to hatred.=.='

Innocent people with very decent faces, with kindness and sincerity try to come near, with a motive that only them and Allah knows.

Sometimes, wrong time, wrong joke, wrong move, just be ready with the answer or reaction.

Not to have high expectations, dont think that it will be like the way you planned, sometimes the result is not as expected. We proposes, but Allah Disposes.

3. Third meaning is 'Dislike' which is a term for shy person or egoist to say Like. (confusing?hurm..haha)

Speechless of being clueless.

Clueless is a cute act. Clueless because of Like.

when questioned, "why did u like him/her?"

clueless...speechless..no idea~

But some will tend to feel being hated..because of the clueless.
Then, start to wander if they have done anything wrong previously..

wondering which act that we have done that hurts the person.

Its kind of considerate if someone start to feel the silence and think back of their acts.

Which is actually not an issue under the Third meaning.
Its just simply means Like..haha :D~

4. Last meaning is "I dont understand".

Usually in cartoon, there's this sound of 'cengkerik' as background sound effect(..forgot the name of the insect in the White people language.)
In japanese anime..usually there's the 3 dot image of " . . ."

All in quiet situation but with the same meaning of "i seriously dont get it / i dont understandd!!"

These type of people usually labelled by cruel people as "lambat" pick up +.+~

But they should not be blamed,sometimes the person who is talking have problems in explaining and telling stories..

so anything that happen..never make a habit of blaming anyone else..try to blame yourself..atleast it'll help to change you into a better person ^.^~

For simple example is in class/lecture~haha.
but sometimes..people do understand..not only do but very very understand..so thats why they keep quiet..that is of course by intelligent and geniuses

as for me..most of the time..its ''not understand" hoho~

5. Alright this is seriously the last meaning which is "Lazy".

Just simply..Malas lah nak cakap..haha..Lazy to talk..well it does acquire some energy to open your mouth..and uses your saliva and anything in the mouth..including the sound system..or watever the system of The Mouth needs in order to have a voice.

Well its actually an excuse of being "not in the mood to talk".

Yep..

thats it~
although there's so many meaning about silence to be discussed..
due to sleepy n tired..
i rest my case..

Wassalam~

May Allah bless us all~

real tale but fairy tale~

2011-05-01T00:16:00.008+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt~~

fairytale~

this story that ill be telling..

will be a real story but in a fairytale way..

once upon a time...there live a princess in a castle of far-far away land..

in the castle where she lives..there's a lovely fairy who would always be watching this princess..

the princess and the fairy have almost the same age..since..when the princess was born...a year later, then the fairy was born and is assigned to live with the princess (haha..kindof not logic..since the fairy was illustrated to be a baby at that age...well its fairytale!)

so this fairy and the princess have been living for a few years together..
the fairy got to disguised into a maiden who is capable of doing multiple chores..
accepted by the King and Queen to live with the princess

only the princess knew about the maiden's secret.
so since she have a fairy..she got to have a youth forever wish until she find her true love..

haha. xde sape terasa lagi kan..okey..lets proceed~

and after several decades..
one lovely day..
the princess and the fairy went for an adventure to the woods..
the woods are quite scary...since there are lots of wild animals awaiting for fresh living meat.. wild boars..bears...squirrels..and pandas (hoho..panda kawaii^.^)..and also there's a wild tribe living in the woods..and known for the chief members of the woods

but the princess and the fairy believed that it was just a myth spread by the villagers..they've just intended to have fun for several days in the woods..
and the princess was not afraid since she have her fairy tagged along..=.='

so the princess and fairy when to the middle of the forest...where they found a waterfall..
warghh..its a beautiful waterfall~and the princess and the fairy had a great time playing..
but then..all of a sudden..came two pandas to the waterfall..and ordered the two of them to follow them to somewhere...
both of them refused..and suddenly those pandas seemed to be wild and started to be aggresive..

before the fairy started to use her magic..

Zooss..(bunyi apa ntah..haha) hurmm no2x.. Zasss!

an arrow was shot to one of the panda..warghh (bubye panda)
the partner of the panda became very violent and started to injure the princess~
and another shot hits the panda right to his heart..ades(touching..atleast im not using any swordsmen in this fairytale..hoho)

the princess fainted bcoz of the attack, and the fairy pretended to faint..once she sensed that the arrowmen came near to them..
bla...bla...blaa..

so princess wake up in the arms of an arrowman who look young among the others...so they started to have an introduction of backgrounds..surprisingly..the young arrowman was actually the prince of the woods..then the prince brought the princess around the woods..
the princess seemed very happy with the prince..(fairy watched at a distance..hahaha)

prince showed a special part of the woods..which there live a clan of peacocks with very unique feathers..the prince gave a gold feather to the princess...as a memorable gift for their meet..
after having some moments in the woods..

the fairy got bored and tired..and asked the princess when to go back..

Princess : alaaa..nk balik dahh..tgh hepy ni
Fairy : ye laa..ko hepy2 ada si putera tu kt sini..aq rindu ngn abg jaga kandang kuda kat istana..jom balek

the princess and the prince when for a short walk..and there they made a promise
a promise that only they knew..(wanna know the promise?asked them if u got to know who these main characters are..:))

So princess agreed and went back to the castle..
few days and months passed by..suddenly..while walking nearby the castle..the fairy met someone similar to the prince..she rushed to the princess...and the princess started to have hopes..that he should be the prince..

the princess when to see the man in person..(with the help of the fairy)
yup they look similar..but..it seemed that the person doesnt recognizd her..so probably..he was someone else..

until now..the princess hope to see the prince again..and atleast settle down the promise they have had before..the princess keep wondering of the prince whereabouts..and was worried with their promise..the question now is...what actually is in the thoughts of the prince? why is he being silent for long?..prince oh prince~

Okeyy..thats it..

so the princess was left with the question until now..well she's still young until she find her true love (hahahaha..remember the youth forever wish?..haha..fairytale2)

back to reality..princess will not wait for long..prince from other countries are waiting..(pasal ni..xtau la..kena tanya hati tuan puteri lagi)
to prince of the wood...dont be too late ya.

Clues : Castles and Woods is a place in Tronoh, characters of prince and princess exists..the very lovely..kind..fairy also exist..haha

p/s~suddenly remembered my all time favourite disney movie...Beauty and the Beast~ love the plots ^.^..until now touched with the story between Beauty and the beast :)~

Wassalamm~

lafaz~

2011-04-30T10:16:00.018+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt~

tahu x apa itu lafaz sakinah?

haha.

bukannya sebab aq xde kerja nk tulis benda mcm ni..tapi lagu ni termain dlm playlist aq..jd trasa nk promote lagu sat.

Apa itu Lafaz Sakinah~

Lafaz bermaksud ikrar

Sakinah bermaksud tenang

(mengikut kamus diriku..kalau rajin..cari la maksud yg lebih detail)

LafazSakinah = dalam satu ayat yg simple, lafaz atau ikrar suci untuk sebuah pertemuan yg halal antara dua insan yg ingin berlabuh dalam bahtera hubungan yang tulus dan di redhai~

adaptasi dari lagu Saat Lafaz Sakinah - Fareast

cerita dalam lagu yg sarat dgn maksud yang mendalam..

diikuti..bait-bait kata.. umpama sebuah dialog antara seorang ayah mertua dengan bakal menantu lelakinya~

(Ceritera lagu ni bermula pada sebuah pertemuan utk berlangsungnya akad nikah)

Heningnya Sunyi suasana
Lafaz sakinah bermula Apa rasa...
Diterjemah hanya...
Sebak abah tangis ibunda :')

(Si ayah mula berbicara..)

Adalah aku wali puteriku.. Serah kini amanahku ini padamu...
Nafkahilah dia.. curah kasih dan cinta..
Lebih dari yang ku berikan kepadanya

Dulu esakannya..
sandar di bahuku... Tangisannya kini..
ku serah padamu..
Bukan bermakna..
dia bukan milikku~
Fitrahnya perlukanmu
(seorang insan bernama Ayah :'))

Jadikanlah dia wanita syurga
Mengerti benar akan maharnya
Taat itu bukan hanya pada nama
Indah ia pada maksudnya

(Si menantu lelaki yang bersedia utk memikul tanggungjawab, menyuarakan isi hatinya..)

Ku akur.. Akan pesanmu.. Puterimu kini amanahku..~
Iringilah.. Dengan doamu.. Bahagia kami dari redhamu..~

Mula-mula aku di promote lagu ni..agak bosan.
tapi lama2 sambil dengar lirik.. baru la touching sikit..
haha

haish..rindu ayah dan bonda ku..

doakan kejayaan anakmu ini ^.^~

Wassalam
May Allah Bless us all~

matured ke x~

2011-04-23T02:04:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt~

terpanggil utk mnulis dgn keyboard baru ku..hoho

maturity?hurmm
semua ada opinion mereka tersendiri..on how to judge someone's maturity..

but basically..how actually can u judge someone on their maturity?
from their writings?from their views?from their appearance physically?
n at some times hearing stories abt the person maturedness from third parties?..(haa the latter one is what i really hate the MoStT)..

okey then..let me tell u how i look ppl upon their 'maturedness'

cik baby nampak matured:)~

first..each n everyone of human being in this world..regardless either male or female..will always hv the opportunity to sit in a group hearing stories (in simple word=gossip)..and most important of all..i really hate ppl who love to hear stories n accept it right away..without checking the authencity of the story..n ive got to caught this type of ppl..most of the time!..oops..n directly..tht prson who just simply 'hear n take' is so not matured n veryy annoying~

i kept on hearing stories that girls always gossip during their leisure time..=.='..when i heard tht..i automatically hv the thought tht.. the prson tht voicd tht thing out is.. so 'not matured'..sorry to be this frank..hw cn someone just blurt tht thing out ..since.. men do gossip..n seriously..i havent find any of my male friends tht dont gosip~so dont do any statement or discrimination among genders..since all of us are actually the same.~

then ill give you some example on some situations..~

for example..when 2 person got a fight..person A n person B.

Person A or B told C and D..

C and D got really mad..and almost lost their sense of humanity and being sarcastic..selling the story to the whole world..and telling who is right and wrong...haaa this is another thing that i hate...dont think that u r someone who hv the authority to tell who is right and who is wrong..when someone said something, why cant u just respect wat the person voices for..if u think tht wat the prson said/act was So Wrong..talk to him/her personally..n dont just keep it n sell stories bout tht prson to others. T.T ~

lets sum up the situation...
in my opinion..

A or B - if u considered B or A as a friend..u should settle it by urself.if its too hard for u..u cn consult someone u trust..not someone who will make things worst..u choose the wrong persn, just see hw worst tht situation cn b~ u drag in the third party, so make sure they play their role n not making things more havoc.

so C and D - ObViously Not MatureD..hahaha.third party..should always help things out.but they choose to be so emotional..sarcastic and immatured..u can see how they react from problems told by A or B..ish3.

The Worst thing is.. if C and D condemns B or A..haha..
what kindof act is that??tapi yang menyampahnya..bajet matured..ish3..
org yg cool thp karma pun..bila tgk perangai mcm tu..mula2 akn gelak dgn perangai kebudak-budakan mereka..n of course eventually gt annoyed~

~~~~~~~

then lets try another simple situation..since the above is quite complex..haha~

for example 1 person hv a problem..n he/she choose u to hear

so u hear..if u want to tell someone maturedness..look on wat problem are they talking about..
sometimes..it can be 1 simple thing, n tht person keep on babbling n criticizing, voicing out their dissatisfaction..

as a good and noble person~

hear n console tht person..bring him/her back to their senses..not to get emotional and let their anger and hatred empower him/her.

as an evil n someone cruel like me~

arghh..cant u talk something that is really relevant to be mad of.
evil me right?

haha..but the real thing is..i do both..at sometimes when i feel tht this prson with problem is so very sensitive..n at the same time..i was so worried n cared for tht person..so automatically ill b the 'good' type..ecehh..haha..but if tht prson is kindof someone with strong mentality n will..and also cared tht person..ill b blurting out the 'evil' type..~
the more i care..the more honest ill b~(bunyi mcm trademark..=.=')

n lastly..if i dislike tht person..n he/she is babbling about immatured stuff..then..ill just keep quiet n make sure we are apart as far as i can..yoshh~

so..thts it!..thats how i look on someone's maturedness..
n frankly, in this age going to 20's..at serious situation..try to handle the thing maturedly n not to be so emotional, n sarcastic..tht's wat kids do..if kids do this stuff..i surelyy can accept it ..but.. if its someone with the age 20 +?hurm.~

still..if its nothing serious..
again if NoT serious..thenn u can just be urself..and hve fun like kids do!..haha~

all the best handling problems in life.

Wassalam~
May Allah bless us all.

maaf~

2011-04-10T01:01:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt~

nukilan aku kali ini..khas untuk mohon maaf kepada anda..

prtama sekali..aku nak mintak maaf~

sebab.. aku sebenarnya..manusia yang pentingkan diri

yup..aku mengaku..

kenapa aku pentingkan diri?

sebab pertama..

aku manusia yang sangat lemah..

aku mungkin nampak tabah dan sentiasa tersenyum gembira bersama teman sekelilingku..

tapi d sebalik senyuman aku..

ada 1001 prgolakan yg brlaku dlm jiwa dan minda aku..

aku tahu.. kalau ada antara temanku mengalami masalah..

aku pasti akan cuba membantu..sebab kau ialah temanku..

tapi..kalau masalah sebesar itu..

aku pasti akan trdiam..aku psti kebuntuan..

aku mohon maaf sekali lagi..

diriku terlalu lemah..aku tak mampu nak membantu sepenuhnya..

aku harap kau akan betul2 faham..

aku hanya mampu..mendoakan yang terbaik untuk kau..

dan kau sebenarnya..sentiasa.. dalam ingatan aku..

nampak kan..aku sangat lemah dan pentingkan diri..

sehingga aku hanya mampu membantu sekecil itu..

sepatutnya kau temui teman yang lebih baik dari aku..

tapi malangnya..kau terjumpa aku sebagai temanmu..

layak ke aku di panggil temanmu?..

aku masih cuba memahami kehidupan dunia yang pelbagai ragam..

aku nak ajak kau fahami dunia ini dan sekeliling..

aku nak ajak kau jangan cepat melatah dengan apa-apa masalah yang menimpa..

aku harap kau tak akan tewas dengan permainan dunia..

setiap insan di muka bumi ini..pasti ada 1001 kisah pergolakan diri..

diberi rezeki dan musibah yang berbeza..

aku brpegang dengan imanku yang sgt nipis..untuk menghadapi dunia ini..

aku mengaku..kadang2 aku sndiri tidak mampu hadapi dunia ini..

tatkala terjadinya situasi sebegitu..

aku pasti mencari kekuatan dari sahabat2 ku yg lain..

kadang2 aku brtanya khabar dari temanku..hanya utk mententeramkan diriku..

mendengar suara mereka pun sudah cukup utk mententeramkan jiwaku yg bergolak..

tapi tak selalu aku berjaya mententeramkan jiwaku sebegitu..

yang sentiasa di sampingku sehingga hari ini..hanyalah ajaran agamaku..

terutama sekali, peninggalan Rasulullah kepada umatnya..sebelum baginda menghembuskan nafas terakhir..

Wassalamm~

May Allah bless us all~

clearing mind~

2011-03-27T12:46:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt..

orite..i notice tht this is the first post for this month..haha
its been a while..tht i havent drop by to write in this blog of mine..

so..beside having a new post for this month.. i thought of giving a new look to this blog..lala~

ok..back to my sharing for today..
hurmm..

Pre-Sundayy(before sunday comes..hoho)~

a 'lovely' friend of mine drop by from v5..haha..atleast i can clear up my mind hearing stories from her..laughing with her stories..(but from my part, there's nothing happy to be shared by at the moment..so by only hearing her..can give me some peace in my mind)thanks for coming:)~

calls from my bestfriends..ill b calling back ya:)~hoho

eating with my besties at sate Bota in the evening..passed by villages nearby..with the beautiful dawn sscenary welcoming nite to come.
also got to notice a football court and a futsal court in sri iskndar..haha..(wondering why is tht fun to be viewed again..hurmm)

Ssundayy!~

today is a very calm sunday..

n i hope that ill hve this sunday for another day..

well this is my first sunday with a bright melodious guitar accompanying me all morning..

i was hearing with sungha jung guitar play..which always capture my thoughts and heart :)~
(ive also shared his piece..playing it as my blog music background:) )

sungha born in 1996:)~

yup..i wake up early this morning..which is quite rare for me to do tht in the weekends..

i was planning of having some fresh air outside this morning..

changed my mind to have a peace morning in my room~

i know this calmness may end..not long after this day ends..

with a series of days.. with ppl around me..ive tried to live normally these days and control my anger and emotion..and im really glad that sunday have come.. to clear up things that have been messing up my mind..

o.p.e.n h.e.a.r.t., c.l.e.a.r m.i.n.d.~

it was a very hectic week tht ive been gone thru this week..
n im glad tht it have ended..but i know there is more to come..as life have different beginning every dayy with emotional plots at some hour..
trying not to nag and whine about life..since i keep reminding myself that its a life that is loand to us by Allah..
i must try to appreciate and honor each trouble and moment to come..
keep reminding myself that there's alwys wisdom in every moment that comes~

i got to sit into a motivational discussion by some utp staffs..while having this hectic week..it wasnt planned..and they shared some funny experience, which come out to be inspiring..~haha

all of my thoughts till now..its easy to be written in words...but believe me..it was hard to face all tht comes n goes in life..although they come just for a while..n those who enter for a short while in ur life.. may leave with a deep scar or a deep cure~hurmm

well once this new week start..there still lots of things to be done..but atleast this time i shall be redy for it..insyaallah..with Allah's will.~
"God does not burden any human being with more than he is well able to bear: in his favour shall be whatever good he does, and against him whatever evil he does...." cited in the Quran from Chapter 2,albaqarah:verse 286..

what i want now..is to breath kuching's air..

still Planning to go back to kuching for a few days...and still finding the rite time..hurm~~

Wassalamm~

May Allah bless us all~

hilang seri~

2011-02-27T16:01:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikumm wbtt~

my feelings now?
dlm keadaan tersenyum dgn bbrapa kisah baru2 ni..ada jugak benda yg menggeramkan aq

biasa la kn..happiness is not for long..just always treasure every good moments u encounterd~

the story starts...~when we first met..

started around january this year..

ive watched how u are used by friends i known..

i tried to save you from being used by them..

but well i just cant do it..
since i thought that u should always stay where u are..
i cant just tag u along everywhere i go

because i know ur so attractive.. that everyone will see u

so the first time i went out with u is when i wash my car with my friends

thats the last time i brought u outside from ur world..

haha~

but still.. as i leave u in the bilik mandi..many people just keep using u

haishh..lain kali tak nak la beli slipar jepun lawa2 ni..

this week i realised that u slalu d gunakan oleh housemate2 ku yang lain..

erghh..kalau syah zatie bey guna xpe..aq boleh la terima..

ni asal aq nk mandi jek diorg guna..asal aq nk cuci kain pon diorg guna..haish..

aq terpanggil utk menulis..pabila diriku melihat selipar jepun itu smakin hilang serinya..~+.+

yela stiap pagi..slipar ni slalu menyambut ketibaan aq ke bilik mandi dgn warna dia yg striking..haha..tiba2..skarang ni..aq jarang tengok dia menyambut kdatangan aq..erghh..~

haishh~diorg ni pakai clhloroxxx ke smpai wrna slipar ksygn ku itu smakin lunturr..ke bath foam diorg ni terlalu power smpai slipar aq boleh eroded (eh2 term geology..bangga jap)~~

walaupapepunn stiap kali aq melihat dia d gunaakn..aq pun meminjamm laa slipar ZoRRO Zzateee..haha..smart kott..knapa la diorg ni xpilih slipar zatie..hmm..~

slepas menulis post ni..aq pun telah dcide : Slipar Jepun aq utk kegunaan public..haa pinjam jangan xpinjamm...bawak la kluar jalan2 skali..~ slamat tingal slipar ku..tsk..tsk..(touching jap)

ok masa utk sambung PCS .. dgn tajuk Coral Reef..warghh terasa diri ini Sea anemone (hahah..tunjuk skill coral sikit)..and redy utk mnjadi atlit minggu yg mndatang..adess~~

All the best Pe/Pg gruupp!~~

G.a.m.b.a.t.e.h.h.!

Wassalam

May Allah bless us all~

dilema konfes

2011-02-23T01:28:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt..

dsbabkn kawan2 skelilingku..byk menghadapi mslh yg sama~

jadi diriku pun terpanggil utk menulis

hoho~

suka tapi takot kena rejek?

smua insan2 yg berada dalam situasi : "eh aku suka dia"

antara lngkah yg d ambil oleh teman2 ku~~

first/pertama: skarang jugak aq bagitau 'aq suka kamu' dgn si dia (ni org berani punyaa)..dgn perasaan : aq redy d rejek tapi yg pasti aq nk dia tau perasaan aq~

effect nya : si tukang konfes ni..telah berjaya mndapat perhatian si dia..and si dia memberi respon yg baek..wahh..agak kagum dgn keberanian si confes~

second/kedua : ni versi yg kbykn insan2 punya responn..'biarlah dia tak tau aq suka dia,asal aq dgn Tuhan tau pun cukup la'..wahaha..dalam senyap2 tu..tapiii

effectnya : si insan ini tidak pasti dgn masa dpan hubungan diri nya dan si dia..kira masih bermain dgn percaturan game 'suka suki cinta cintu'..tiada permulaan...tiada pengakhiran..kisah hati terumbang ambing..agk sukar sbenarnya..umpama tiada arah tuju..~~payah tu..tapi slalunya..mereka ini berpegang teguh dgn jodoh d tangan Tuhan..hurmm..gudluck..kalo anda selangkah lebih berani..dia mungkin milik anda~~hoho..tp kalo d tolak jgn nk salahkn aq..pndapat aq jek yer~~ehe ^.^

third/ketiga : si insan ini terus mendoakan yang dia betol2 nk bersama dgn insan ini sampai menyebut nama si dia dlm doa nya..tapii dgn bunyi ayat yg terlalu direct dgn nama si dia.."aku ingin 'NAMA' menjadi isteri/suami ku"...kira mcm takde sambungan ayat sperti "sesungguhnya kalau dia adalah jodohku..dekat-dekatkan lah..sekiranya dia bukan jodoh ku jauh2 kan lah.."
contoh2 yer..haha

based on true story~~

antara effectnya : insyaallah..anda akan dapat si dia.tapii..berdasarkn kisah hidup sebenar..melalui doa pertama tanpa sambungan 'dekat2 jauh2'..tiba2 si dia dan insan itu bersama..tp cerai..dan kmudian dgn insan lain telah berkahwin cerai utk beberapa kali...dsbbkn doa yg direct menyebut nama...Wallahuaalamm..Allah Lebih Mengetahuii kenapa..kesan itu hanyalah salah satui pendapat ulama dlm cara brdoa dgn betul~~

tapii melaluii doa yg sama dgn sambungan 'dekat2 jauh' (xmmpu nk tulis full..hoho)..insyaallah anda akan d beri petunjuk..dgn jodoh yang terbaik untuk anda..walauapapun jodoh itu d tgn Tuhan..Tuhan yg Maha Mengetahui n Menentukan segalanya~~
haha~

forth/keempat ~ aq tak nak bagi tau 'aq suka dia'...sebab..aq takot kawen!~=.='..jauh jugak insan ini berfikir..tapi..aq menghormati satu sudut pndangan dia..at which..insan yg dia suka tu..kira dia berazam utk bawa smpai ke jinjang pelamin..hoho~ xsangka..brutal2 gitu.. rupanya ada niat nk membina mahligai bersama insan d hati ..(haishh term terlebih)

effectt ~~ dsbbkan fobia2 dgn kawin2 ni..(takut kena tinggal..takot cerai..takot curang..ades).dia telah memendam rasa dgn si dia agk lama..aq xtau la bila dia akn mengatasi kes fobia kawin ni..tapi aq harap ko berjaya la overcome perasaan itu yer ^^~

kelima/fifthh~aq rela dia tak tau aq suka dia..sebab aq tau dia akn rejek aq..pastu konfem2..persahabatan kteog akn trhenti..~~warghh..yg ni aq agk risau dgn kwn aq ni..hurmm..tapi..sgt x matang kalau seseorang itu confess pada anda..tapi anda menjauhkan diri.. dgn mindset 'aq kne jauhkan diri..spya hati dia terubat (kononnya)..' ataupun 'hish kene rejek ni..xleh nk muncul dpan dia..malu woo~' haha~

effectt~~haa..aq pnye prinsip ssuai utk rply situasi ini..prinsip aq 'hargailah insan yg hargai anda'..kalau ada org confess pada anda..tapi anda xdapat terima dia lebih dari kawan...tapi anda sgt menyayangi dia (sbg kawan)..maka..sila jaga hati si dia itu..n harap insan yg konfes tu pon faham la...xkn kne rejek nk lari kot..prsahabatan yg trjalin lama..n end just like that agk menyedihkn sbenarnya...hish..zaman kanak2 jek main putus sambung kawan ni..=.=..
bg aq..be matured dalam certain situation..rational skali skala..walaupn nmpk si dia dgn org lain..cheer up..asal si dia bahagia..kn?~insyaallah u will find someone better than her/him~:)

walaupapepun..aq tetap respek..dgn insan yg masih setia d sisi org yg dia suka.. walaupn telah d tolak secara baik..~~:)

ini hanyalah perkara2 yg berlaku antara teman2 ku d sluruh dunia..d mana jua anda berada..yg mmpunyai masalah yg lebih kurang sama..

cuma kebetulan dalam 3-4 minggu ni..mendengar cerita yang lebih kurang sama..daripada teman2 ku yg berbeza2 lokasii ~~=.=' hahaha

walauapapun..~~

aq harap korang smua akan bertemu dgn jodoh yang baik untuk diri anda yer..~

yoshh..~^.^

May Allah bless us all~
Wassalamm~

harapan~

2011-02-16T02:14:00.004+08:00

asalamualaikum wbt..

harapan utk insan ngegeh yg ska cta bnda shocking..cerik surprise la gya tek..eergh~

tyme kdak tok...dsbbkn ku knfden ko akn bc blog ku towk nk..
ku arap glak2 yg ko xda papa..

jrg bha dga ko sakit..
d sbbkn ko tauk sgala mslh n pnykit2 ku
n brdsrkn instinct ku yg kdg2 btol n xbtol

ya la ku kdak rajin coba contact ko minggu tok
upa2 nya..nang ad bna la instinct ku tok tek..
haish~
masok klua spital..hurmm..
bg ko mayb small issue..
coba la rajin skit msj..
update sal bnda2 kdk tok~

haha..smpat manas n membebel skit~
nsb kta xklaka lmk gyk marek..mun sik..
nang pjg la lecture ku mk brik

hurmm
tkejut la juak ku dga brita yg ko smpaikn
wluppn hope rsult of ur next apointment..
as wat i hope n pray for..
mun dh da result ya klak pdh aa~

insyaallah ko xkn da papa..
hoho..cobaan pakey positifkn dirik towk..yosh2~
ill always be praying for ur health..n safety..^.^
ku tauk ko bkn snang2 sakit.

lak update smua bnda yg d pdh dktr ya aaa~
boh lpak sgek ayt pn!
hoho~

May Allah bless us all~
Wassalam.

makan:)

2011-02-03T10:26:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt...~
nyum3~

mkn3~

hoho..bhgia sungguh hdup ini..kalo d temani dgn mknn2 favret..~

yestrday..i were out from morning till nite..
to ipoh...at morning for diffrent purpose..

as for the evening..hangout with my friends..
giving my time specially for teman ku dr pahang..hoho..terharu x anda~
d temani oleh ain dan zatee~

tht morning..
all of a sudden..felt like eating noodles~
jd pegila mncari2 mi Maggie cup favret ku..tp malangnya..
Maggie xde..haishh..yg ada jenama2 lain..
nk xnk..lama jugak la aq menenung rak mi dlm cawan tu..
dan ahernya..sy pun memilih...

Cintan perisa ayamm..~

haha..
aq pn trus campor air pns..n makan la d dpan insan2 yg berada dgn ku..
hoho..muka mereka agak jeles dgn cara aq mkn..
diorg pun tertanya2.."nk brekfas Mcd x ni??"
aq jwb la"saba2 ...pegi la..aq nk habiskn mi ni dlu.."
haha..aq suka tgk reaksi mereka2 ini ketika aq menslurp2 kn mi tersebut..

kmudian d McD~
d sbbkn agk awal pagi...dan jarang breakfast..
again..i take alot of time to dcide what to eat..
tenung la menu lama2..ahernya diriku membuat kputusan..

HotCakes McD~

okes..pulang ke utp kembali..
tgh hri pulak..
pegi la menziarahi....pak din..dpt la mereka2 yg mngikuti ku ini mnjumpai ank pak din..hoho~

jadi lunch..menu utama..

ikan keli bakar..~

aq ni sgt2 jarang mkn ikan.
tapi instinct aq suh mkn ikan keli trsebut..
ikan keli bakar ni cari2 la d sekitar antara taman maju dgn sri iskandar~

mula2 rs mls nk mkn..tp setelah melihat seorg pakcik masak ikan bakar d bwh terik matahari..stiap kali pakcik tu hidang kat ats meja, trus hilang sekelip mata..(xde la hilang cpat sgt..hoho)

jln2 d skitar ipoh..
aq d introducekn dgn

Hot & Roll Crispy Chicken & Cheese

aq tgk tekstur..mmg langsung xda rasa nk mkn..
xminat sgt dgn mknn gulung2 dgn inti tebal2..erkk
siap ada turn nk bli..jd abg tu pn bg la resit tungu 10 minit kat kwn ku yg sangup mnungu sberapa lama pun..asl dpt mkn hot&roll ni..hmm~
aq ingat lagi penah jmpa hot&roll ni dkat spring,kuching..tp xpenah singah...
kmudian mereka2 ini pon memaksa aq merasa...ada cara trsndiri utk mkn bnda ni spya isi dia smua dpt dirasai..
setelah merasa...hahaha..aq pn scara xseda.. trkejut dgn rs itu..
first~aq bukan pminat pizza..xtau la knapa..tapi xminat...mkn pizza kalau bole skali setahun..sekali 2 taun ke..haha.
bila aq rs mknn ni..sememangnya..sgt2 sdap!..rs dia mcm basically mcm pizza la kot..tapi rs dia lain sikit..espcially cheese yg mncair..haha..rs la sndri ye..nyum2..x dsangka2 aq telah memuji mknn ni smpai destinasi yg strusnya..

lalu sushi king..tiba2 rs nk mkn sushi pulak..
tapi d sbbkn nk rush ke tmpat lain...d sbbkn si ain ingin mlihat cerita shaolin sgt2..jdi aq pn mematikn slera sushi ku..haish~

ok then
we settled at jusco..

smpai d sana...bli la tiket shaolin yg d idam2 kn oleh ain
kmudian singah sbntar d food court
tgk2 byk2 gerai trsebut..xde rs nk mkn..bli la air jek..

kmudian..kami berempat mrenung ke arah gerai sweet potato dan roastd chestnut~
bukn sbb usha abg gerai tu..tp tiba2 rs nk mkn sweet potato itu..
sy pn pergi la mengapproach kedai sweet potato itu..wahaha...~

baked sweet potato:)~

ok mula2 sila pilih ubi anda..aq pn pilih la bbrapa biji..then mereka akn bakar kn..dsbbkn diorg jual pakai berat..jadi agk mahal la jugak harga ubi2 trsebut..~
nasib la bonda ku tiada..kalau x...habisla smua ubi2 yg trjual..haha~ubi=favret bonda ku..

kmudian..hari ku beraher dgn mnikmati

Quarterpounder~!

n yg mknn yg trbaek..spjg hari..

bubur aym McD!~

yg kbykn ny d habeskn oleh ain..haishh..pengorbanan seorg teman sejati knonnya
hoho..

nyum3..:)
May Allah bless us all~
wassalamm..~

janji termeterai~

2011-01-25T13:12:00.009+08:00

assalamualaikum wbtt..

hahaha.terlaksana la jnji yg telah di ungkapkn lbih kurang 2 bulan yg lepas..

prjnjian khas utk jantung hatiku~

haha..awl bulan ni..stelah bbrapa insan mengutuk jantung hatiku..
mslhnya..kalau bdak2 skeliling ni je yg kutuk aq xkesah sgt..
ni smpai pakcik2 guard pun kutuk ni..
haishh...ksian jantung hatiku..

aku pon mula la buat perancangan utk bawak jntung hatiku ini ke spa utk dpt servis high class sikit~~

tapi d sbbkn teman2 ku yg sgt concern dgn jantung hatiku ini..

diorang telah mengoffer utk melakukan terapi utk si dia

aq pun on je lah kn..

lagipon diorang dh jnji suatu ketika dahulu utk mmbantu jantung hatiku ini..utk mndapatkn wajah yg lebih berseri2..

haha

byk jugak insan yg sayang ngn jantung hati ku ni

jadi..

23.01.2011

kami pon bawaklah si dia ni..ke v1 utk mndapat terapi 5 star

hujan trun renyai2..

n smakin lebat...dgn kilat sabung mnyabung

maen hujan!~

tp..smangat insan2 ini tak luntur walau secebis pon

dan trus proceed menjlnkn terapi utk jntung hatiku ini
sgala jamu d campur...dgn ubat-ubatan tradisi keturunan turun temurun..
kami pon mula lah gosok2..simbah2..

walaupon aq sedar ada insan ni..niat dia mcm laen jek tyme2 kami sdg melakukan krja pmbersihan..tiba2 mndapat simbahan baek pnya dari insan yg in charge utk simbah menyimbah~
ergh~
jadi...alang2 dah main hujan..main lah simbah2 skejap kn...ades.
kesan dan akibat : smua dlm kesejukan yg teramat...

setelah selesai membersihkn setiap sudut jantung hatiku
nmpk la wajah dia ada berseri2 sikit..(nmpk beza la jugak kn...sp yg slalu usha jantung hatiku spatutnya boleh nmpk beza dia..ahaha)

mcm trlebih contrast plak..haha~

stelah smua berbangga dgn hasil usaha penat lelah peluh basah dari kepala smpai kaki..
kami pn balik dgn gmbira(gmbira la sgt kn...hmmm)
mengiggil2 spnjg perjalanan pulang ke bilik
terasa diri d toronto ketika itu..haha

sapekah insan2 yg mnyayangi si jantung hatiku ini

smpai brusaha buat dia kelihatan berkilat dan berseri2..

harhar

mereka ini lah insan d sbalik tabir..

eh cupcake pulak

haha
silap gamba..
jap2..

haa ni la insan2 yg telah menginvolvekn diri dlm perjnjian ini

cupcake lagi?haha

cupcake ni bukan sebarang cupcake tau

nama2 yg terukir pd stiap cupcake itu lah yg telah brsama2 diriku mncuci kereta ksygn ku

nickname jek guna..identiti dirahsiakan..
siapa yg dpt teka tu...senyap2 je la ek

haa..xsilap..aada insan lain yg dpt bhgian cupcake ni..utk penghargaan kerana sanggup membantu kami ketika dlm susah..touching2 sikit..hoho

clue:insan yg slalu tlg hantar kwn2 ku dan slalu tuka kereta tuh..haha

anda kira beruntung la dpt rs cupcake ni...syuko la sikit~

trima kasih smua atas sokongan anda smua..
sy sgt2 menghargai kasih syg yg korang limpahkn utk kereta ku ini
ahhaha..aq wakil bg speech utk kereta aq la ye..sbb dia speechless dgn kasih syg korang

wlaupn ada org nk trade in kereta bmw latest ke..nk trade in jaguar ke..
aq xkn lepaskn kreta ksygn ku ini..(hoho..trlebih poyo pulak..eh tapi sy serius syg woo)
tapiii..kalau ada yg nk trade in cash 5 juta ke atas...mungkin boleh d pertimbangkn..
oops..haha~

syg jugak aq ngn kereta kecik aq ni
smoga kamu sihat2 slalu yek~(eh aq ckp dgn kereta ke..haha)

okes.
masa utk sambung mmeningkan dri dgn kerja dan asignment seismic.
ergh..baru teringat asignmen.!.

wassalam~
may allah bless us all~

otak

2011-01-21T01:40:00.007+08:00

assalamualaikuum wbt..

wat ive done at this 140 am..
actually there's this tonne of workload awaiting to be settle..
but it seemed tht my soul shouts for 'Gila-gila mode'!~
"ya..baiklah diriku..sy tidak akn memaksa awk.."
sy tak gila lagi ok..ni monolog..korang pun msti penah monolog jugak kn..
monolog=ckp sorang2 dlm hati...kdg2 d slhtafsir sbg kurang waras..haha..ke korang xpenah monolog?(jeng3...haha..dah xbetol ke aku ni)~

ptg semalam..
ive went out to do some little groceries at supermarket brdekatan.."little groceries" sbb langkah berjimat sudah pun bermula!..slpas d brainwash oleh bonda ku utk tidak membazir duit sesuka hati..haha..smoga motivasi yg dberi oleh bonda ku ini bertahan lama..ehe~

b4 pergi bli brg..tgk cerita ngangkung..haha..lwk dia boleh thn..n moral d sbalik cerita tu pn smpai jugak la..gud2..dgn watak shaheizy sam yg agk pelik d sana..lama2 tgk sam ni..mcm ada gaya johnny depp pun ada gak..haha..lakonan plbagai watak (ala2 mcm johnny depp)..tp xdpt nk menusuk kalbuku seperti aura seorg captain jack sparrow..haha..aku pon xphm knapa la tergila2 kn cptain jack yg sgt sengal neh~

cptain jack :)~

Wan (Sam)~

lpas Ngangkung..dcide utk lunch..

jadi kami pon pegi la singgah amek duit kt cimb ni..
aisyah dan sy guna atm bersebelahan..
then tiba2..kami berada dlm keadaan mnunggu kad kami yg tgh processing dgn lamanya..
ooo sudah!..adakah ini bermakna kad kami akn stuck dlm tu utk slama2nya..ades..kami pon tgu la bbrapa minit..emo2 sikit dgn mesin atm ni..hish..tnpa d sangka2 ada la rupanya insan yg masok utk amek duit gak..kt atm sbelah..
bila duit bjaya d kluakn..aq pon terlebih excited sikit dgn kjayaan kecil itu.."yes!dpt klua"..tba2 ada insan yg sambong "ya..dpt klua duit!"..hoho..rs gram mula mncul sikit2..sindir nmpk..grr~tp slh aku jugak sbb trlebih excitd..haishh cubalah aku sedar ad org time tu..hmmm..~so insan tersebot pun nk tnya biodata diri la pulak..sori sgt..aku bukn jnis insan yg suka suki cerita hal ehwal peribadi..haha..terok kn aku ni~ades
tp yg lawaknya..situasi ini penah berlaku jugak pd tempat yg sama bbrapa hari yg lpas..area cimb gak..aq pon trgelak gak dgn soaln biodata tu..bukn sbb hepi dgn ke'friendly'an insan itu..tapi..sbb soaln yg sbijik dgn mamat hari tu~tp halal..aq anggap korang sbg friendly lah ye..

then pegi lah membeli belah sebentar d supermarket ini..
xbyk pon brg..tp boleh la murah sikit dr area tronoh tu kn..
tiba2 diriku ternampk si "dia"
warghhhh
sapa lagi..
kalau bukan

OTAK!
aq mmg trgila2 kn Otak ni..

sapekah otak?

haha..otak ini adalah sejenis mknn yg sgt addictive utk kami skluarga

hari tu tyme tgh brcuti sakan kat ngri org pun..masih jugak beli otak ni utk snack

d sbbkn selera kami adk bradik trhadap otak ni sgt2 high~

apabila terbuka shj plastik otak ni..dgn lajunya..mereka2 ini mengunyah..

nsb baik aku berada d tempat kejadian..n cpt2 lah menyeluk ke dlm bungkusan otak tersebot..

dgn bilangan yg sgt2 sikit dlm bungkusan sebesar alam itu..kalo lmbat..alamatnya..kempunan lah ye

jadi tadi pabila diriku brtemu dgn otak ni..rs hepi yg tramat..sbb adk beradik ku tiada d tmpat kjadian utk merebut mknn ini dariku..ehe..'hepi' la sgt kn..smpai bole flashback..hoho..ades~

then..kami pon cari la lunch..
d sbuah tmpat yg biasa d bt gjh...dgn mknn ku brnilai rm5.7o..vadey rm5.30..aisyah rm4(sbb bli kat kedai mkn sebelah)..haishh..bukn ny grand pon stakat n.grg paprik n teh ais..tp xpe..aq xkn kembali ke sana..huh~

haha..nmpk nya sy dah mula berjimat ye..~yesza..dgn berbekalkn motivasi dari bondaku..aq akn trus survive dlm hidup seorg student yg cermat brblnja! dan wajib mnjalani hidup sbg seorg student yg sgt normal dan baik serta tidak membazir!
tnpa elaun tambahan dari FaMa (father mother)..hoho..aishh..smoga aku bjaya survive...kalau tidak bjaya...nmpknya FaMa akn mndapat msj dari ank prmpuan mereka yg ''bijak brblnja'' ni~
aarrghh~

wassalamm~
May Allah bless us all~^^

ooo haha

2011-01-21T00:49:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt..
lama dah tak tulis psl lagu..

well hari tu masa cuti..ada la bbrapa lagu yg suka terngiang2 d telinga ku..
antaranya..awan nano..lagu yg senyum2,awk snyum sy snyum pe nth..b4 tu ada la dga lagu senyum tu..sy pun pelik mcm mne nth org bole tulis lagu mcm ni..tp spnjg dga lagu ni rs nk tersenyum pulak..haha..menjadik2..haha..sma respon mcm bila trdga lagu mencari jodoh..rs nak tergelak habis..:D~

tapi bnda yg sy nk tulis hari ni..psl la enche hafiz..sapekah insan ini..haha..ok sy bukan pminat hafiz..tu yg konfem..mcm mna sy knal insan berbakat ni..kronologi nya bermula:

1.mula2 dlu ms AF..kwn ku pun berkata.."ala budak kerinting tu".sy pon dgn xberminat ny pon "ooo" je la kn..mood AF dah hilang mu..mls nk tau prkembangan AF..dlu aura AF ni bole thn smpai ikut perkembngn stiap minggu..dgn diari siapp..haha..dulu la..zmn awl2 AF

2.pastu dga la crita ckit..psl bdk AF yg mnang tu dr kuching..ala bdk kerinting tu ..dgn respon yg sma "ooo"..haha.

3.klua lagu pe nth yg satu tu..psl jelas2..hoho.."eh bole thn lg ni..sp nyanyi?"..kwn ku jwb "hafiz"..sy plak "oo hafiz mana eh?"..kwn ku.."hafiz kerinting tu!"..sy pn mnjwb "ooo"

4.then terdga lah lagu noktah cinta dr seorg kwn ku izzatee .."ehh..lagu pe ni..mcm bes sp nyanyi??"..izatee"hafiz"..sy pn jwb.."hafiz krinting tu?"..hahaha..oops..mula teringat..

5.haa..tp bila trdga lagu awan nano pulak ..."waahh..shhhh..snyap sume!sp nyanyi lg ni??"..kwn2 ku.."xtau la..xsure sapa.."haishh.."xbole jadik ni"..sy pun telah melakukan research..dan ahernya bertemu la insan empunya lagu... Awan nano..lirik dia sgt2 ...speechless..lagipon xdpt nk tulis pjg..kang smua terkejot komen jiwang pulak kn..haha

lagu ni lagu lama..tp bila bgtau kt teman2 skelilingku..diorg mcm xtau lagu ni..dari tajuk mayb xingat kot..tp kalo dga..msti korang penah dga pnya..haha

ini lah bait2 kata yg telah mencuri hatiku..dgn vokal yg smart!~haha

Lihat ke arah sana...
Serakan warna dan berarakan...awan~
Pabila terik-panas..
Segera hadirnya memayungi.. diri~

Pabila kau dahaga..
Sesegera turun hujan melimpahkan... kasihnya~
Pabila kau katakan..
Akulah awan itu yang kau mahu~

Begitulah awan nano
Setia melindungi diri
Tika panas mencuba menggores pipi ...
dan bibirmu

Begitulah awan nano
Sering saja tak terduga hadir
Dan tak akan tercapai... jejarimu~

Kasihnya
Kasih tiada banding.. setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua~

Awan kekasih sebenarmu sayang..
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu..

Lihat diriku ini
Yang sesekali pernah kau bagaikan... awan
Sehingga tak mungkin terlupa..
berikan belas sedari... dulu

Sehingga tak mungkin termampu saksi
Setitispun air matamu...kasihku
Sehingga kau katakan..
Akulah awan itu yang kau rindu

Akulah awanmu yang sedia
Melindungi dirimu tika panas mencuba menggores pipi..
Dan bibirmu

Akulah awanmu yang sering kau rindu
dan tak terduga hadirmu walau tak tercapai... jejarimu~

Kasihku
Kasih tiada banding setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua

Aku pelindung dirimu sayang:)
walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu...

Begitulah awan nano
Setia melindungi diri tika panas mencuba menggores pipi ...
Dan bibirmu

Begitulah awan nano
Sering saja tak terduga hadir
Dan tak akan tercapai.. jejarimu

Kasihku
Kasih tiada banding setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua

Aku pelindung dirimu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu...

haha..peace~
sy bukan insan yg tergila2 dgn artis..tp sy hanyalah pminat lagu..dan kebetulan shja..artis yg sama..mcm sy meminati lagu Faizal Tahir..haha..yg agk majoriti lgunya baek pnya~

okes.
ms utk sambong kerja
wassalam~

very very dusty

2011-01-01T09:33:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt..

puhh..puhh..
bedebu sungguh blog ku ini..

it have been a long time eyy..haha..almost 1 month i think..
well appreciating every single day of my holiday
since its the last long holiday for me..for this coming year as a utp student..
nk on9 pun brapa menet jak..tp memandangkn tgn gyk taip dgn lajunya pakey nyiap proposal event ngn company..sambil2 ya mnyimpang rah blog ku tok..hoho~

okes,2010 dah braher ..n 2011 menjelang..

wat i want for 2011

~nayy nothing in my mind frankly, maybe upgrading my life to another level..upgrding?ya right..it will probably be the same me until........the end of my life..probably..hoho~

~wat will b different, mayb experiencing more beautiful moments in my life as a student with my lovely friends around me..(lovely la sgt)..also appreaciating short moments..with a few final yer final sem seniors espcially with vadeyy..(touching2 siket)

~think more realistic and mature in dealing any situation...(cerik tua skali skala)

~Gotta Live Like Were dying (lala..pnjam jap kris allen aa)

~kedatangan si penyu ke perak dr pahang!..(waiting for it..ehehe)
~menunggu si lalat declare ngn org spain!(gambattehh)
~mengharapkan si pingu padah ngn ku sapa yg bertakhta d hatinya
~pertemuan espa mija ngn pemuda kdak siwon(hmmm..luguk palak pk oo esz)
~membuli bona2 pakey taun 2011 annual activity bsama lalat
~mnunggu izat zai n mumuk brserta aisyah mncuci kereta ku
~ckp psl kereta...mngharapkn kurang peminjaman kereta sport ku d utp..kalo ada defect snang sikit nak salahkn siapa...hoho..also..pnat woo drive ulang alik..kalo ada rasuah2 siket, mayb bole d pertimbangkn.
~pertunangan nurul farah and pertemuan jodoh jejaka d hati siti nurfarhana
~yg paling penting skali Kurangkan Kontrovrsi dlm hdup aq..kalo xde lagi tenang hdup aq...hoho,smoga syahirah rahmam n coursemates ku yg sengal take note yek!aq nk mnjalani hidup seorg student yg berhemah n cermat serta normal taun ni...harhar
~riding horse (kuda oh kuda..wlaupn trlpas pluang riya ill be back)

p/s~hmm..if i got the time ill post up wat happen all the way in december 2010..

Wassalamm~
May Allah bless us all~

warkah 2nd1st

2010-11-29T11:26:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt...

tamat la sudah riwayat alkisah kisah hidupku sbg seorg student 2nd yr 1st..

alhamdulillaahhh abes gak sem ni...

sem ni i got 21 kdt hr..

n blieve me its been really...i mean veryyy hecticc..rs xmampu nk bernafas..tido xlena..mandi makin lama(ahaha therapi2)..mkn smpai kenyangg(huahua..shh..tp xgemok2 jgak =.=").~

well actually we can cope with this 21 crdt life..if we got to manage our time wise...tp klau ikut perangai aq yg pmalas ni n suka mendelay kn keje..slagi due date lama lagi slagi tu la bnde tu xkn di buat..hahaha:D~

lagi2 this semester..we got lots of report and asssignments due date before final exam..jadi..apa lagi..smua tu la yg akn d buat tyme dkat2 final...ish3~

seterusnya kami d kejutkn dgn course structure baru..haishh...

my comment : makin lambat la grad utp..=.="..intern pon lmbat..cuti sekjapp..haish..apa la nasibb....punya la aim..bulan 8 2013 ill be finishing..aim dr foundation tu,,,tp kena delay smpai bbrapa bulan..erghhh~

~aishh...GraD deLay pulak~..aha..topi ke 4 ini akn d gunakn kmungkinan hujung tahun 2013..da 3 kali dah pkai topi grad ni..mula2 masa tadikaa dgn barisan gigi hitam ku sbg snyuman..masa form 3..tema grad hijau brsama square head tali hijau..n masa fom 5 tema kuning...squarehead kuning..hoho..square head tema biru akn ku pkai 3 taun lagi..aishh lama lagi..~

berakhirlah khidupan student 2010..~

felt really relieved..i donno why..but most probably bcoz of the credt hour for this sem..

n olsoo i got this biology subject taaken in this course..waaaa...sgt2 susahh nak bca ssomething bio after yeaars...n 1 thing i can conclude bout myself...

TaK SanGgup nak amekk lagi la subjek2 bioo ni..

this 1 whole sem...the day of the paper of this subject is scheduled..i successfully FoRcE myself to read this biology subject for the sake of final exxxam..haha..nasib la diri ini boleh dipaksa.

terus teringat zmn bio tyme spmm..erghhh~detik2 hidupku n biology

ckp psl paper2 utk final ni..hurmmm...urmmmmm...emmmmm

susah nk ckp..sy redha n tawakal hoho..kalau ada rzki..ada la rslt yg ok kowtt..~>

conclusion : jiwa aku tetap sebati dgn physics...clculationn..=engineering stream..susah mana pon subject tu i still can cope..but not bio!..+_+~~~

pulang ke pangkuan keluarga ku d kuching ptg ini..:D~

n my friends in kuchingg..yg mnunguu plan2 utk kluaa..haha..

oits ktkog..ku towk xda la free glak ujung taun towk...p mun ada papa pdh jk aa~

wishes~

i. guna lahh holidayy ni sebaik mungkinn..sbb nk tungu cuti kita yg 4 bulan tu lama lagi...hoho

ii. jgn la cuti ni aq dpt mesej2 yg coursemate n kwn2 ku acciden brmcm2 gaya..sambil2 rempit2 pakai moto n drift2 kereta tu ingat lah org yg trsyg..

iii.sapa2 yg dtg kuching masa cuti ni..sila hubungi saya..sekiranya saya mendpati anda d kuching tanpa pengetahuan saya..siaplah kome..!

Hepy holiday guys.!

.hope u all will arrive home safelyy..no matter where ur destination will be..n hope this holiday will be a superb one for all~!^^

selamat bercuti and take care^^~

May Allah bless us all~
wassalammm...~

Crave is ngidamm

2010-11-21T04:07:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikumm wbt..~

Cravingg..
ahaha..abis la...

first of all~

Linut..a.k.a. Hambuyat(urg bruney nungah)..a.k.a. Gam(urg moden nungah)

Aiyaa..where to find these here..hmm..a very popular food among variety ethnics in Borneo...until we donno the real origin of Linut...brbekalkn citarasa bonda ku..towk la antara mknn tradisional yg dperkenalkn kpd kami adik beradik~manyak sdapp...hmmm..
Look like gam...its from kanji..with appropriate mixture with water...hoho~

Kelupis...nyum3~

kelupiss...hoho..haa mana nak cari ni..aiya..it taste really nicee..almost similar to pulut rice..nmpk mcm pulut panggang gak...but there is a big different in taste!..type of rice used...type of leave used...the way u fold the kelupis are very important aspect of HSE kelupis!to prevent it from basi..aha..mana nk cari ni..hmmm..
bila la bonda ku nk buat lagi (aha..bukn ny nk buat sndri..mls woo..lgpun xreti nk lipat..ish2..usually my beloved aunties will fold those kelupis together2..aha...sambil2 'nganyam ketupat'..harhar~)

Taufu Fa..waa~~

aha..gambar terlebih moden pulak...haa..who donno wats taufu fa..this is wat it looks like..look expensive..since its in an expensive looking bowl..haha..usually in transparent containers at pasar malam..hoho..rm 1 saja..well..my close friends know what do i want hantaran from my future husband...antaranya...taufu fa!haha..they suggested me to marry a taufu fa maker..hmm..ill think about it..harhar~

May Allah bless us all~
wassalamm~^^

hero n heroin

2010-11-21T03:16:00.004+08:00

Assalamaualaikum wbt...

uishh 3 am..

i got someone sleeping on my bed..

bcoz someone's using her place...
sapa kahh??
bukan sapa2 pon...jiran kami..
hoho..

wats the story?
our neighbour...kene terkunci dari dalam bilik...hoho
roomate dier pulak terkunci lua bilik...
hmmm..

Kunci?
telah digunakan...n "tekkk"
tapiii
xdpt bukak jugakk...pintu tu umpama melekat kat dinding...

hmmm...jadi kami pon calling2 heroes n heroin of UTP..berbekalkan link2 private number yg ada..try la carik hero2 ni...

Fellow+Guard+Maintenance...hoho..

the prob is this stufff need to settle earlyy...sbb the one locked in the room have a paper first thing in the morning...while her roomie...have a paper in the evening..

maintenance yg dah balik umah..tinggal kat lua..abg tu pun datang la balik utp ..reach the scene dalam pkol 1 lbih pagi ni..
credit to abg tu...pintu bjaya d hancorkan~!

after trials from rcsu...fellow...n penduduk2 rumah lain...
aha...nmpk la insan2 yg ada bakat karate!haiyakk~!
hahaha...bole thn bebudak ni..uish...so guys...dont play2 with utp girls ya...

all de best for locked neighbours...n insan yg tido atas katil ku..for your paper tomorow!

P/s~baruk jak abis paper paleon n prob stat ptg tewkk...hurmmm..tawakkal jak la..speechless..tired of studying marathon 2 subjects yesterday..hoho.ada 3 igek gyk paper on the list...cant wait suma abis..hmmm..ganbatte~^^

May Allah Bless us all~
Wassalamm..

salamm aidiladha dr tronoh

2010-11-16T22:01:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...

16 Nov (Maghrib) telah masok waktu Raya Aji bagi sluruh rakyat Malaysia..

Gambar d bawah dipetik dari iluvislam.com(spt yg tertera..takot kne saman..ehe)

D saat before maghrib menjelang....

Sempat la jwak ku towk berflash back dgn saat2 raya d kuching..

Ptg tek..anta kwn sorang towk g klinik...otw ya tek nemu la gerey urg jual Lemang..haishh..teringat..ngn kedey lemang tepi jeraya rah matang nun..

Ya la pot kmkog family slalu meli lemang..mun bli rah lain kompom xnymann..Nang setiala kmkog ngn gerey ya..

psya lkak anta kwn towk tek balit dr kelinik...lalu la stesen bas..tmpt rami student salu nungu bas pakey balit cutii..alu kwn ku nok sorg ya pn bersora..mok tanga2 sapa la yg balit tyme raya towkk..miak uitm kali rami ya..ku pn pa gyk..pusin la area tmpt bas ya tewk..paking mena2 dpn tmpt nungu bas ya..alu kwn ku tewk manas bab ku polah mena2 tewk..ahaha.

.ku towk xbole d pdh..kompom polah mena2..skali tanga..uishh rami mbiak utp duhall..aha..mula2 tewk..muna dpt detect sorg kwn ny..psya zatie pun dpt jwak tanga...ku tek las2 bok la seda..majoriti miak utpp..best da jwak..kompom paper lmk gyk ya..haish~

Kmkog tewk berpasrah jk la..xpat balit cuti raya..tanga urang mbak beg pun ckup lah..ehe..psya balit dr tanga cdk..tba2 sebelah suro rah Tronoh tewk..diat 5 ekok sapi d tambat rah tiang..kmkog tewk tanga la mena2 muka cdk sapik ya tewk..nang sedeyh jwak rupa..dh tauk nasib cdk kaali.zatie tewk pdh la ngn dak sapik...boh iso..cdk ya akn dkorbankn dgn cra smbelih islam..thniah..alu kmkog pdah ngn sapik ya.”.jmpa d syurga”..ya pun insyaallah mun kmkog dpt masok syurga....knak ka kmkog klaka ngn sapik?..aha..pencinta hewan bha..zatie n muna ambik gmba cdk sapik tewk b4 pulang~

Haha..

Lkak isyak...berkumandang lah Takbir Raya...hurmm..terasa la juak sayu sikit2..hoho..

Mun d umah towk..kompom2 ayahanda ku gyk lead takbir..mun sik pun abg..harhar..tek tnyak2 ngn cdak..pa d prepare ktkog tewk..cita la cdak..ayahanda dan bonda ke pasa carik manokk..dgin..lemang..suma bnda lah pakey raya esokk..epy la momad ya tek ada rendang favret nya..huhh..aishh kmkog towk dh la dpt cerik rendang mak tyme raya jk..aiya..tp xpa..pksa nungu nex yer pn raya la ku towk..

Aktiviti kmkog salu tyme raya aji..haa..mari kita ke kandang lembu n sgala kambin..

bercarik la kambin2 nok ssuaii n dminati..haha..salunya ada kambin hensem..ada nk kiut ckit..ada yg innocent2..ats saranan pengembala ..kmkog dpt lah memilih calon2 sembelih...mak kompom nyedia list agihann dagin..go thru list byk kali..takut da tercicir nma sapa2..hoho~ dagin kambin ya akn redy dmasak..fresh daginn mesti nyamann towk..aha..~

~~~Pjg juak flashback ku psl Raya aji..aalmaklumm org d perantauan tewk nk..aha..xda la jaoh ney juak..pa ndak kaba kwn ku d Dublin sorang ya..nok d jingkat ya kompom2 gyk epy..aha..nok lain2 d area2 ngara lepeh towk pn pa kaba ktkog tek-(tbaa2 tringat amali nyembelih manok rah mrsm dolok ngn ustazah syarifah munah..ehehe.).~~~~

Dpt bbrapa mesejj raya aji..ada msj berparang2..adaa msj berpantun irama..ahaha..

Makseh sbab ingat ngn ku d tronoh towk...

Sok mok g smayang raya..ngn Pingu n Pminat Pingu..eyhh..silap..Aen ngn Vadey..hoho~

Venue:Mesjid UTP

Masa:mun bangun awl sampey la awl...mun aher..ngam2 ms tok imam angkat tkbir kali..hoho..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha kepada semua sahabat..rakan taulan..n especially famili ku d kuchingg..harhar~

Maaf Zahir Batin:)

Wassalam~

May Allah Bless uss All..^^

'paranormal' d sekelilingku

2010-11-15T22:42:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt...

haishh...
lately some sort of paranormal episodes happened.. encountered by me n my friends here.. in this so called "study week"..
but for most pgs student..it seemed not to be one!
but nvm..

the main issue now some 'paranormal' events happened lately...

first..
i was staying up late...like always...actually not that late..around 2 samting in the morning...
got tired n sleepy...
i was actually waiting for someone to call around 3am
went to the washroom...wash up..playing with the running water tap...
back to my room...
since im too sleepy...
dcided to nap for a while..(which actually turn out to deep sleep)
with the door unlocked...

i fall asleep....

around 318am..(as told by my roomate..)
suddenly...
our room were ambushed by two lembaga yg dtg dr mana...

i was actually in this mamai mode..haha..macam xtau ni realiti ke alam fantasi mimpi ke..hurmm...

1 lembaga ni baring kat kaki ku...1 lagi lembaga kat dpan muka ku...
bila lembaga2 ni buat bunyi barula saya terjaga n terduduk jap
Z "nab! bangun nab!"
U"aaaa...takot3"
Me"Ehhh pesall ni..korang ni kenapa..".(dgn suara yg mcm nk klua xnk klua)

Z"tolong2 ni haa U tibe2 terjerit2 ...naseb baek korang xtutop pintu.."
A (roomate ku yg terjaga pada ktika itu) "korang ni kenapa ni..apa terjadi??"

Z pon pegi la mnumpang katil aisyah...U pulak masih terbaring kat tepi saya ni..
Z pon dgn smangatnya bercerita tentang perkara yg terjadi..
U pun cerita part dia jugak...
Z dgn U cerita bnde yg hampir sama tapi subjek ny org laen..

hahaha

ksimpulannya :ada org mengigau/d ganggu olh samting yg blum d interpret lagi (abes..terkelua istilah seismic)..tapi d salah tafsir dgn histeria...adoii..=.="
pengajaran : ambik wudhuk sebelom tido+baca doa tido+baca 3 Qul +ayat qursi

Second..
Next day...
around maghrib almost near to isya'..
suddenly...
got a call...from a friend of mine..mumu..
Moon..."dfnklfbdcohcn"
me... "moon??ape bnde yg moon ckp ni.."
Moon..."pjdjnhjdbfnjd"
me...haa?xdenga..jap loudspeaker..
Moon..nabila afzan de g mana x..nk g klinik (dgn suara yg masih sayup2..walaupon dh buat loudspeaker)
Me..."ooo..xdee g mana...okess..5 minit!" (ehe..5 minit la sgt)

bgtau la aisyah, org kuat Emergency Response Team..hoho..aku ni Emergency Response Driver..
kami pon bergegas ke blok muna...
sampai2 saja..mnunggu n sambil call...first call..muna jawab "ye...tgh otw trun tanga"
tp mcm lama sgt..
aisyah pon trun mencari muna..tp xjmpa..wlaupon da pkai smua jnis tangga yg ada kat blok muna..
hmmm...call2 lagi dia xjwb...
tibe2 tgk side mirror..
aku pulak yg terkejot.."waaarhghh!!!!!"
ehehe..tekejot ada orang lalu sebelah kereta..haishh..tu la kurang lampu bercahaya la kat tmpat parking v4 tu...lampu yg ada macam utk hiasan jek..hmmpphh=.=~

tunggu punya la tunggu..tgk cemin belakang pulak...

oo sudah...apa pulak kali ni..
Me "aisyah..muna ke kat belakang tu?"
Aisy"Eh...xla...mcm pelik je pakaian dia.."
Me "haah..yg jln ngn dia tu pulak xmcm nadia.."
Aisy "haah baju apa yg dia pakai tu..."
Me "nape mcm pelik je...nk cakap sari xjugakk.."
(lembaga yg kami tgh perkatakan pada ketika itu..memakai kain lilit satu badan..sambil angin bayu bertiup perlahan..kain warna cerahh..)

Me"Eyh macam lain jekk ni...kena kunci pinttuu!"

bila lembaga itu menghampiri kereta ku..
Aisyahh"hahaha..Nab!Moon lah tu..penat je kunci kereta..dia lilit badan dgn selimut"

Me (dgn persaan lega) "haha..oo ye...jap2 unlock..ehehe...munaa..masuk2(harhar..buat2 xda papa tjadi..insan sbelah dia tadi...rupa2 nya madihaa...kwn seblok moon..also teman smartgrupku..aha..credit to madi sbb membawa muna ke kereta:))~

bawak la mumu g klinik~
dpt ubat semua...

dmikianlah 'paranormal' yg brlaku bbrapa hari ni..

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kpd muna take care!mkan ubat ye~minum air sebanyak mungkin~
smoga cpat semboh!^^

Wassalamm~
May Allah Bless us All~

drama Fana Fara

2010-11-11T10:53:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikkum wbt...

Special post for my akak-akak which have just finished their PostGraduate life..(special la sgt..hoho)

Lakonan bermula..action~!

On this very interesting afternoon...

While i was in kak bai’s n zatie’s room..lepak2..

Suddenly..someone knock the door n just stand outside..first2 wat donno jela..thought that someone who hv always been to the room...probably aissyahh..syiera..or munaa..

Then kak bai suddenly give some eye contact..as if someone who’s not familiar..

So i look back..and there outside standing are two of my beloved postgrads akak (beloved tuhh..ehe) standing innocently..haha..dalam hati ada la terdetik...”apasal suci semacam jek nmpk diorg ni..muka sayu smacam pun ada.. hoho..”

Fara n Fana : Nab..nk kunci kete..ada tingal resit n samting dlm kete

Me: haha..oo..ada tinggal brg ke..lama nya tinggal dlm tu.

F n F:haha..haah lupa

Then..went to my room, get the keys..trying to recall where was my last parking..n told them..

Me :haa..kt tu ha dpan v4 dkat v2..eh korang bawak beg besar ni dr mana?irc ehh?

F n F:haaahh..haha..tadi baru balik makan dgn ikram dkat v2..nnti kteog dtg balik bagi kunci ye..

Sambung lepak at kak bai’s room..then they came back..sit for a while..short chat..(dlm hati masih terdetik pesal mcm baik jek diorg ni..haha..salunya ada unsur kekejaman kt raut wjh diorg ni..hmm..xkesah lar..layann)..then ....

F n F:eh skarang dh pukul brapa ni?

Kak Bai : 1235 gtu

F n F:oo..kteog nk trun g ktm.. tiket kol 140..

Me : oo..baru skjap smpai nk balik dah..Fana u slalunya ulang alik ..sape anta korang nnti?

FnF : ayah Fara

Me :ooo..nnti nex week dtg balik eh..

F n F:Nab sbenanya ni last kteog kat sini

Me : hahaha..brape kali da korang ckp gitu..haha(gelak tu..haish)

Terdetik pulak kat hati apesal muka diorg ni cam serius pulak dh

FnF: Eh kali ni betol nab!serius ni (dgn muka farah yg agk serius..sbb kalo tgk muka fana susah nk detect lagipon penah kene tipu ngn fana psl bnde ni gak..haishh)

Me :Serius ke korang niii????

FnF:Yerrrr..haa cpat salamm

Me : Ehh..korang ni bwat lawak ke pe..apasal x bgtauuu awall..sangup korang xbgtau kteog..ni tetiba nk balik dah (haishh...dlm keadaan yg agk stress dan agk mengecewakn sbb xgtauu..hurmm)

Zatee : Ehh korang da abes ke..kire ga lain pon abis gak ke

F n F: haha..xlahh kteog lama dah drpd diorg..kira tua bbrapa sem

Me : knape korg xbgtau awall..kira korg xdtg lagi la ni (haishh..hati retak bak permata yg berkecai..harhar..aishh terjiwang sikett oopss)

Mata yg berkaca boleh nmpk dkt mata fana..n fara pon nmpk agk sedeyh..zatie dgn muka terkejot + sedeyhh..haishh..aq pulak..kontrol sikit..pegi dapo jap main air sinki ( haha...xde keje ke pe..saja nk tenang2 sikit jiwa)..then g balik zatie untuk upacara BerSalaM-SaLaman...

FnF : Kteog dah kene gerak ni..kang tertinggal tren...Cepat salamm~

Brsalam-salaman lah kami dgn ucapan2 selamat tinggal..haishh..

FnF:Kim salam kat tikah ehh..xsempat nk jmpa..dgn Aisyah Muna sume skali

tgk la diorg beransur pergi smpai klua rumah...(jiwa masih dlm keadaan kegeraman yg teramat..n sgt2 xpuas hati..tegar sungguh diorg bwat bgitu ye)

Ptg2..pas main basket..minum kt v5 brsama mumu n syie japp..

Me “rasa lain mcm je..oo..fana xde..hmmm”..teros soal jwb ngn syiera dgn 1001 persoalan n xpuas ati sbb lambat tau hoho..

Syie “aku pon baru tau smalam..fana baru bgtau”

Hmmm..saba je la..menguji kekuatan mental dan emosi..haha

Mumu:Xpe masih ada FB bole contact ag

Walaupepon.. Cik Nurul Farah dan Cik Siti Nurfarhana...sila2 lah dtg melawat kami di Tronoh ni ye..walaupon xdepape kat sini..hoho~nnti sape yg nk bertunang..nak kawen tu..jangan lupa jemput ye..kalo xcukup bajet utk makan knduri sbb takot kteog abiskan mknn pun..jempot je la..kteog sangup xmkn ehe(cheyh..ye2 jek )..kalo x jemput..hoho..siapp mu..haha..

kami bertiga~

sy dan fana~

gamba fara dan sy pulak?haha..sat2 xtransfer ag..nnti dh transfer br uplod ye (gambar to be continued...)

Kami di sini mendoakan kejayaan n kebahagiaan korang berdua...Ampun dan maaf la skiranya kami membuli korang dgn teruknya..terkasar bhsa...terpuji lebih..ehe~All the best in ur future..:)

May Allah Bless us All~

Wassalamm.

dad n alleycats?

2010-10-26T23:49:00.006+08:00

asalammualaikum wbt...~

hoho..

Sambil2 polah assignmen ngn sgala repotss yg wujud rah dunia hidupku ini sbg miak geosains..yg due a few days to come..=.="...sambil2 memilih lagu pakey streaming tiba2 trnampak sgek folder brtajok alleycats..ehe..
pa lagik..pilih la bbrapa jk la lagu dlm ya..xbetah mok dga suma..jiwa xckup 80's gyk..
knak ka bole wjd fail ya tek?
haha..ahli kluarga encik aziz pasti tauk knak..haha..well folder towk hampir ada rah suma komputer n lptop yg wjd rah umah d kuching..

aha..bukan apa..tringat ngn ayahanda ku yg sgt2 minat ngn sidak towk..terpkir la juak knak ka sidak towk mnjadi pilihan ayahku..ka tyme2 ayah ku mudak2 dolok sidak tok ala2 kdak Mikel Jaksen ka...

tringat cita bonda ku...btapa minat nya ayahnda ku ngn band towk..byk glak cita...smpey gaya ny dolok tyme mudak2 dolok pun ala2 aleycats..collection album alleycats pun bole thn...tp ya lah bonda ku pdh byk dah ilang xtauk ke siney album2 alleycat ny mnghilang..mum said maybe bcoz of dad travelled alot before..aiyakk.~lagik2 tringat gmba ayah tyme mudak dolok2..kacak+hensem+macho!..haha..kalah suma og laki hensem rah dunia towk..ehe..mok tanga gambanya?..ya private album collection...sp mok tanga..dtg la umah..sign surat kebenaran from dad ngn mum..psya boleh tanga kali..aha~
p/s~~haaa..pa lagik sapa yg rasa2 berminat ngn ank2 mr.aziz...mun rasa mok lepas ngn ayah mertua Encik Aziz...kenak la minat ngn lagu alleycats dolok..hahaha...gud luck..~

Talking about dad...remembered about mum...hurmm~

Hope Mum will be in good health ya!...just got the news about her just finish some operation at KPJ Hospital...hoho..last one to know i think..a few days late...haishh..credit to my yoounger sis a.k.a gosip girl Inuk for telling..haha..orelse i knw nothing hmmm~with momad n dzul got to stay a room with mum with single beds beside mum..aha...dgar cerita kamu orang packing dgn semangat nk tido kat hospital..aha..bagus2~but inuk seem to be frustrated...since she lost the chance to stay there..hoho..ke nk lari dr buat kerja rumah ni~=.="

asked my bro dzul about her updates...still not stable enough...hope that she got good rest and just let Inuk to do all the chores..hoho~
just finish an operation..i dont think that the wound from the operation cured completely..so take care of mum ya bro n sis~~

~~~~~~Courtesy from alleycatsmalaysia.com~~~~~~~~~`

ALLEYCATS 1970

( From Left ) - Loga (Singer-Flutist), Chester Anthony Passerella (Saxophonist), Shanmugam (Lead Guitarist), Tan Kim Hock (Drummer), Khoo Fook Sin (Keyboardist) and Frank Ong (Bassist). Standing behind them is David (Singer-percussionist).

ALLEYCATS 1979

( From Left ) - David, Shan, Chester, Loga, Khoo Fook Sin, Frank Ong & Ah Hock

ALLEYCATS 1980

( From Left ) - Frank Ong, Khoo Fook Sin, Shan, Ah Hock, David & Loga

ALLEYCATS 1981

( From Left ) - Grenville, David, Ah Hock, Shan, Loga & Frank Ong

ALLEYCATS 1984

( From Left ) - Ah Hock, Shan, David, Ah Chong, Loga & Frank Ong

ALLEYCATS 1984

( From Left ) - Shan, Ah Meng, David, Ah Hock, Loga & Ah Chong

May Allah Bless us All~
peace ^^

Wassalammm~

Ragam Manusia

2010-10-14T01:55:00.003+08:00

Salamualaikum wbt...

this week hve been a real hectic week..not becoz of some pack schedule of classes, assignments, or quizzees..but just of getting to know ppl around us better..or maybe some well known Media and website...lala~

Want to know their real characteer...just try working with them..then, u guys sure know how their real character will be..Ive learnt alot in knowing ppl..

Some withheld high-hold position ....doing work as if no sincerity in their responsibility..
in other word..just doing their task for the sake of their position..ish3..hoho~

Some thought that they have done a lot for the group, and his/her colleague in the same group doing nothing...haha..well heard that alot...and hope those being scolded be patience ya...just let those who thought they do alot with their perception ..know nothing bout our sacrifices and our tiresome..Wallahualam..Allah knows Everything..
just one thing to share with everyone working as a team..always ask your colleague on their updates and any problems that have gone through..ppl tht always show themselves around doesnt mean tht they do lots of work though..still they are ppl working hard or worst without showing themselves..

Ive known the ppl they talked about..from my view..those who withheld high position..they look kind, responsible, there must be some miscommunication somewhere...hurmm~
Conclu that ive learn...dont just simply got mad and accuse wildly without mercy..pity for those who have worked hard but at the end of the day got tonnes of lecture..hoho~always ask first ya..

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..Remembered about story of UTP got blame by Noraini of Utusan..adoi..read her post n i laughed.:D

.she sounded like she hold some grudge with UTP..haha..bawak bersabarlah wahai akak Noraini...u actually show that how Utusan not doing their work as media workers..Media..Publishing Authenticity Materials..u medias should have those Acts n Regulations as a Media right..haha..nmpak sgt no topic to publish..still remember her sentences blaming parents,lecturers and management of UTP..kalo secara logik dgn akal yang matang..tak kan nk blame insan2 yang anda sebut2 kan tu..ke u rasa diorg mmg penyebab kes Toronto-Tronoh ni..hurmmm..lama jugak saya fikirkan bagaimana parents saya boleh d persalahkn jugak dlm hal ini..harhar~

dunia skarang..cari kesalahan org lain No. 1..bab2 gaduh..masalah kecil nk besar2kan..haha..teringat ayat dr seorang Tun..mohon rakyat bersatu padu dan bukan berlagak 1Malaysia..aiyak..wahai media korang kan antara yg responsible utk gerakan 1Mlaysia tu..awat cari gaduh pulak ni..ngn sstudent plak tu..haha..kami ni agak nakal ye..walaupape pun..
Main Hope:Akak Noraini sila minta maaf dgn pihak UTP..(harhar..eyh mcm terkurang ajar jek..oops~)

..Whatever it is..im PrOuD to be a UTPian..!:)

also to those who know nothing about UTPians background
just dont simply give any accusing harsh statements..about utpians mengidam tak dapat offer oversea..hahaha..lawak la korang ni..berdasarkan bukti2 kukuh background bdak2 UTP ni..Most of us got the offer ya...still we choose UTP..~
Whatever it is im happy to be here n the others who choose to stay at local uni seem happier..
Suka suki jek nak kutuk kami ye..~

also article kt iluivslam yg bertajuk Pelajar UTP Kantoi Tipu Utusan...hahaha..:D
dlm iluvislam??awat pulak ni..kalo nak tegur secara berhikmah pun sila taip tajuk betul sikit..adoi..(nsb baek masih rasa nak baca artikel kt iluvislam..lala~)

http://iluvislam.com/berita/malaysia/942-pelajar-utp-kantoi-tipu-utusan-malaysia.html

Walaupapepon..every situation that occur..there's always wisdom behind it..~!
Ada hikmah d setiap kejadian yg berlaku..
May UTPians be patience ya , coz i strongly believe my beloved Unimates wont be silent bout this..hoho~

May Allah Bless us all~

Wassalam~^^

10.10.10 tragedy

2010-10-12T00:46:00.002+08:00

Berita Harian Online | 'Bas bergoyang kuat, berpusing'
article of the incident..
who should be blame~?hurmm..

A video recorded by a passerby of the area..
uploaded in fb..
shared by most of my concerned friends..
credit to hasfarizan (video uploader)

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=147870331922307

My Deepest Condolence for families and friends of the death in the 10.10.10 tragedy~
Innalillahiwainnalillahirajiuun..

May Allah Bless us all~
Wassalam~

kembali pulang~

2010-09-20T02:36:00.002+08:00

Uyuyuyuyu~

Asalamualaikum wbt..

Dgn rasa berat hati..saya pun pulang ke tampuk kehidupan kampong ku utp..

Harhar..slamat smpai..dan sgt2 keletihan..

Extend cuti sndiri pon rasa xpuas haati lagi...aha..shh~

Ptg ahadku..pk mok rehat jak tek..tapi tiba2 saya rasa mcm srba kekurangan la plak nk mula ‘skolah’ isnin ni...aha..ala2 kdak tyme skool dolok2..redy brg pakey isnin..jadi kami brtiga..kak bai n aen pon brcadang utk ke tesco pangkalan..dsbbkn prjanjian yg tlah diisytiharkn antara aen dan sahabatnya utk d ambil d stesen manjong pd pkul 6..kami pon menukar haluan scara last minitnya utk beli brg rah manjung jak la..skali jln..ahah~

Beli2 sakan..kawan aen tepon..n ain pun pdh..”bel ada duak urg ekot skali”...saya pun ok sajalah...no hal asal ada seat kosong..so dgn aunty GPS dlm henfon kak bai..dgn instinct ain dan bantuan dr abg manjung..kami pon bertemu lah dgn stesen sri mnjung...yg brada d manjung no.2 haha..baruk ku tauk manjung ada edisi keduak..then bila smpey d tmpt ya..tiba2 ada 3 org sserbu keta ku yg innocent itu..yg konfem sorg ya kwn aen la..tp prsoalnnya knak 3 org..ahah..saya hampir2 mok tnyak..yg sorang lagi ni tolong aangkat beg je ey..tapi ayt lain yg klua..”dua org ke brtiga ey”...then kwn ain pun pdh..”eh xlah..bertiga..dh ckp ngn ain td..”haha..rupa2nya ada miscom antara kami..mksud ain first2 tek..kwn ny mbak duak org gyk..pk cdk berdua jk..harharhar..jadi mok sik mok..ada 6 insan dlm keta ku yg kecik lagi innocent itu..tedah ngn cdk~

Drive2..jumpa polis..dgn automaticnya..tgn ku mencari2 sseatbelt d tepi..tp bjaya tarit stgh jak..ches..tp bnda yg dpt d detect oleh mataku yg berair2 itu.. dlm bbrapa meter mok mnghampiri booth polis ya ialah speedtrap..aha..jadi sy pun menyelowkn keta seslow yg boleh..dari 1++ ke 70 gya..mun boleh mok slow smpey 10 ka..yarhhh~

Jadi masok la dlm uitm mok anta duak org insan towk tek...anta smpey asrama dgn lakonanku sbg spupu cdak..ahaha..pak guard cdk nang msra gyk la dr utp pun..ehe..~smpey2 jk..sorg yg trun..hati ku pun terdetik dan mngeluarkn ayat scaraa direct ”eyh..nape xtrun skali ..lain asrama ey”..bunyi agk kjam d sana..ny pun cita ny tingal d lua..so anta la kat rumah sewany d Bandar u...hoho..nang kacak la umah sewanya..rs mok pindah klua dr utp jk..tp dga cta utp xberik owh..ergh~

So mkn2 d sbuah kdey mkn d sri iskndr..harhar..n d sbbkn bbrapa insiden yg tlah mnimbulkan rs geram yg membara trhadap ain especially..sy pun dcide..this is the last time ku dtg ctok..ergh~

Then balit la utp dgn jayanya..sgt letih..tp bila smpey bilit xpat tido la plakk..aishh..jadi mcm biasa..meminta jantung hatiku utk menyanyikan lagu utk ku..haha trime kaseh krana sudi disusahkn..(nsb sora kck)~

Persoalnnya..mgaapekah saya xdpt tido..adakah d sbbkn abg yg slh hanta air minum..yg d order teh ais..tp ny brik Nescafe ice.?adakah salahku yg menyebut teh ais dgn slang yg bunyi mcm Nescafe?haha.(.mls mok argue..so telan jk la air ya sikit dmi sikit.).ataupun salah ibu ku yg slalu mendodoikan kmkog tyme kecik2 dlm buai dgn lagu2 shinga kami trbiasa d dodoikan..ataupuunnn.......................................................................................

haha. ..actually its my sindrome..d sbbkn oleh environment..ini lah mslh ku..everytime brtukar tmpat tingal..simptom xpat tido..xlalu mkn..konferm akn timbul..haha..walaupun lama dh stay ats katil yg sma d utp ini..tp ssstill take time utk adapt dgn katil trssebut...everytime abiss cuti..ini sindrom biasa ..haha.. kalau katil ku d rumah..konfem tido on the spot..skali tutup mata jk..ahah~

jd...once step into the gate rah utp towk...terdetik d hatiku..Byk sgt keja woo mengunung tinggi after cuti raya ini..aiya..nk snarai pun dah tak sanggupp..haha..ini lah contoh insan yg menggunakan cuti dgn erti CUTI berdasarkan kamus2 melayu yg wujud d dunia ini..dan berdasarkan maksud HOLIDAY mengikut kamus2 omputeh d dunia ini..ehehe...msj2 n calling2 dari pejuang2 PGs tnyk psl asignmen yg agk byk d hari minggu ku..adoii..n of course jwpn ku..”saya xmula lagi..harap maklum”..ehehe..gudlak to coursemate ku yg trcinta..~

May Allah bless us all~^^

Wassalamm~

Raya eve~

2010-09-03T02:11:00.004+08:00

salamualaikum wbt~

okeyh..checklist for my Raya holiday..
evrything's ready to set off to kuching..
wuwuwu..its been months leaving kuching as wat i rmember...

2 pink bags+1 green luggage+1 handbag...erkk..that's quite alot..~
well with some stuff mom asked us to find for this raya..adey~
haha..well...each of us sisters are assigned for some mission by mum..done my part..yeay~

Raya mood is everywhere...~!..ahaha:D
Will b arrive to kuching around 3pm..>_<
never got Real Holiday every midsem holidays...so there's this pile up stuff that need to be done...
but..........not goin to list it out...still with the raya mood..ehe~

hoho~proud (kononnya) to be the first one going back bside of my sisterss n brother...(dzul n din is not included in this race..)

In advance...
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to everyone no matter where you are...segala salah dan silap sepanjang riwayat hidupku ini..secara sengaja..mahupun xsngaja...atau saja2..saya dengan seikhlas hati ingin memohon Maaf Zahir dan Batin~

having my holidays earlier than my coursemates...missed my Paleontology test...hoho..well dr.aaron promised a special test awaiting me after raya...haishh...redha n tawakal saja la..harhar~

my Dear Friends of PGs ~ Best of Luck with your Paleontology Test..

To eveeryone~hopee you guys arrive home safely this raya break ya~!!^_^

wassalamm~
May Allah Bless us all~

maafkan saya ayahku~

2010-08-22T14:52:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt...

"Sesungguhnya kamu sekalian pada hari kiamat akan dipanggil dengan nama kamu sendiri dan nama bapa kamu. Kerana yang demikian itu hendaklah kamu perindahkan nama kamu." (Riwayat Abu Daud)

“Hai anakku, janganlah kamu mempersekutukan Allah, sesungguhnya mempersekutukan (Allah) adalah sebenar-benar kezaliman yang besar.” Surah Luqman, ayat 13.

Suatu ketika, ada seorang anak perempuan yang bertanya kepada ayahnya,
Tatkala tanpa sengaja diamelihat ayahnya sedang mengusap wajahnya
Yang mulai berkerut-merut dengan badannya yang terbongkok-bongkok,
Disertai suara batuk-batuknya.

Anak perempuan itu bertanya pada ayahnya "Ayah, mengapa wajah ayah kian berkerut-merut dengan badan ayah yang kian hari kian membongkok ?"Demikian
pertanyaannya, ketika ayahnya sedang berehat di beranda.

Si ayah menjawab : "Sebab aku lelaki."

Anak perempuan itu berkata sendirian : "Aku tidak mengerti". Dengan kerut-kening kerana jawapan ayahnya membuatnya termenung rasa kebingungan.

Ayah hanya tersenyum, lalu dibelainya rambut anaknya itu, terus menepuk-nepuk bahunya, kemudian si ayah mengatakan "Anakku, kamu memang belum mengerti
tentang lelaki." Demikian bisik Si ayah, yang membuat anaknya itu bertambah kebingungan.

Kerana perasaan ingin tahu, kemudian si anak itu mendapatkan ibunya lalu bertanya kepada ibunya. "Ibu, mengapa wajah Ayah jadi berkerut-merut dan badannya
kian hari kian membongkok? Dan sepertinya ayah menjadi demikian tanpa ada keluhan dan rasa sakit?"

Ibunya menjawab: "Anakku, jika seorang lelaki yang benar-benar bertanggungjawab terhadap keluarga itu memang akan demikian."

Hanya itu jawapan si ibu. Si anak itupun kemudian membesar dan menjadi dewasa, tetapi dia tetap juga kasih tercari-cari jawapan, mengapa wajah ayahnya yang
tampan menjadi berkerut-merut dan badannya menjadi membongkok?

Hingga pada suatu malam, dia bermimpi.
Di dalam impian itu seolah-olah dia mendengar suara yang sangat lembut, namun jelas sekali. Dan kata-kata yang terdengar dengan jelas itu ternyata suatu
rangkaian kalimah sebagai jawapan rasa kebingungannya selama ini.

"Saat Ku-ciptakan lelaki, aku membuatnya sebagai pemimpin keluarga serta sebagai tiang penyangga dari bangunan keluarga, dia senantiasa akan berusaha untuk
menahan setiap hujungnya, agar keluarganya merasa aman, teduh dan terlindung."

"Ku ciptakan bahunya yang kuat dan berotot untuk membanting-tulang menghidupi seluruh keluarganya dan kegagahannya harus cukup kuat pula untuk melindungi
seluruh keluarganya."

"Ku berikan kemahuan padanya agar selalu berusaha mencari sesuap nasi yang berasal dari titisan keringatnya sendiri yang halal dan bersih, agar keluarganya
tidak terlantar, walaupun seringkali dia mendapat cercaan dari anak-anaknya".

"Ku berikan keperkasaan dan mental baja yang akan membuat dirinya pantang menyerah, demi keluarganya dia merelakan kulitnya tersengat panasnya matahari,
demi keluarganya dia merelakan badannya berbasah kuyup kedinginan dan kesejukan kerana tersiram hujan dan dihembus angin, dia relakan tenaga perkasanya
dicurahkan demi keluarganya, dan yang selalu dia ingat, adalah disaat semua orang menanti kedatangannya dengan mengharapkan hasil dari jerih-payahnya."

"Kuberikan kesabaran, ketekunan serta kesungguhan yang akan membuat dirinya selalu berusaha merawat dan membimbing keluarganya tanpa adanya keluh kesah,
walaupun disetiap perjalanan hidupnya keletihan dan kesakitan kerapkali menyerangnya".

"Ku berikan perasaan cekal dan gigih untuk berusaha berjuang demi mencintai dan mengasihi keluarganya, didalam suasana dan situasi apapun juga, walaupun
tidaklah jarang anak-anaknya melukai perasaannya, melukai hatinya.Padahal perasaannya itu pula yang telah memberikan perlindungan rasa aman pada saat di
mana anak-anaknya tertidur lelap. Serta sentuhan perasaannya itulah yang memberikan kenyamanan bila saat dia sedang menepuk-nepuk bahu anak-anaknya agar
selalu saling menyayangi dan saling mengasihi sesama saudara."

"Ku berikan kebijaksanaan dan kemampuan padanya untuk memberikan pengertian dan kesedaran terhadap anak-anaknya tentang saat kini dan saat mendatang,
walaupun seringkali ditentang bahkan dikotak-katikkan oleh anak-anaknya."

"Ku berikan kebijaksanaan dan kemampuan padanya untuk memberikan pengetahuan dan menyedarkan, bahawa isteri yang baik adalah isteri yang setia terhadap
suaminya, isteri yang baik adalah isteri yang senantiasa menemani, dan bersama-sama menghadapi perjalanan hidup baik suka mahupun duka,walaupun seringkali
kebijaksanaannya itu akan menguji setiap kesetiaan yang diberikan kepada isteri, agar tetap berdiri, bertahan, sepadan dan saling melengkapi serta saling
menyayangi."

"Ku berikan kerutan diwajahnya agar menjadi bukti, bahawa lelaki itu senantiasa berusaha sekuat daya fikirnya untuk mencari dan menemukan cara agar
keluarganya dapat hidup didalam keluarga bahagia dan badannya yang terbongkok agar dapat membuktikan, bahawa sebagai lelaki yang bertanggungjawab terhadap
seluruh keluarganya, senantiasa berusaha mencurahkan sekuat tenaga serta segenap perasaannya, kekuatannya, kesungguhannya demi kelanjutan hidup keluarganya."

"Ku berikan kepada lelaki tanggungjawab penuh sebagai pemimpin keluarga, sebagai tiang penyangga (seri/penyokong), agar dapat dipergunakan dengan
sebaik-baiknya. Dan hanya inilah kelebihan yang dimiliki oleh lelaki, walaupun sebenarnya tanggungjawab ini adalah amanah di dunia dan akhirat."

Terkejut si anak dari tidurnya dan segera dia berlari, berlutut dan berdoa hingga menjelang subuh. Setelah itu dia hampiri bilik ayahnya yang sedang berdoa,
ketika ayahnya berdiri si anak itu menggenggam dan mencium telapak tangan ayahnya.

"Aku mendengar dan merasakan bebanmu, ayah."
Sabda Rasulullah SAW..."Apabila mati anak Adam, maka putuslah segala amalannya kecuali 3 perkara: sedekah jariah (sedekah berkekalan), ilmu yang dimanfaatkan dan anaknya yang soleh yang mendoakan."

“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, peliharalah dirimu dan ahli keluargamu daripada api neraka yang bahan bakarnya adalah dari manusia dan batu. Di atasnya ada malaikat yang amat keras dan mengerikan. Mereka tidak sekali-kali membantah apa sahaja yang Allah perintahkan, bahkan mereka terus melaksanakan apa yang diperintah (oleh Allah)” [At-Tahrim 66 : 6]

“Dan Kami wajibkan manusia berbuat baik kepada kedua ibu bapanya; ibunya telah mengandungnya dengan menanggung kelemahan demi kelemahan (dari awal mengandung hingga akhir menyusunya), dan tempoh menceraikan susunya ialah dalam masa dua tahun; (dengan yang demikian) bersyukurlah kepadaKu dan kepada kedua ibubapamu; dan (ingatlah), kepada Akulah jua tempat kembali (untuk menerima balasan).”..Surah Al Lukman,Ayat 14.

Betapa besarnya tanggungjawab seorang ayah, terutama terhadap anak perempuannya.
Sebagai renungan bersama, dan peringatan kepada kita, dosa-dosa yang kita lakukan semua akan di tanggung oleh seorang ayah dan kemudiannya kepada suami setelah di ijab qabulkan..
(ijab-penyerahan tanggungjawab dari seorang wali calon isteri kepada calon suami....Qabul-tanggungjawab seorang suami atas penyerahan terssebut...)

dan sejujurnya ada ketika diriku terlupa...mohon maaf wahai ayahku...

Peace^^...ayahku yang kanan bukan yang kiri..hoho~

“Ya Allah. Ampunilah dosaku, dan dosa kedua ibu bapaku, serta kasihanilah mereka sebagaimana mereka mengasihani aku semasa aku masih kecil.”~

Wassalam...~
May Allah Bless us All~

mari merefreshkan diri n minda~

2010-08-15T02:47:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh..~~

salam ramadhan all..~

stelah skian lama..tiba masa nya untuk isi ruang2 terbiar dlm blog ksygn ku ini..ehe~

Secebis bingkisan tentang bulan ramadhan yg penuh keberkatan ini yg ingin saya kongsikan bersama..:)~

jom luangkan masa dalam 5 minit (kalau jenis baca cepat) or 10 minit utk insan mcm aq...hoho~

Khutbah Rasulullah Menjelang Ramadhan

Khutbah ini diriwayatkan Imam Ali R.A.

“Wahai manusia, sungguh telah datang kepada kalian bulan Allah yang
membawa berkah, rahmat, dan maghfirah, bulan yang paling mulia di sisi
Allah. Hari-harinya adalah hari-hari yang paling utama, malam-malam di
bulan Ramadhan adalah malam-malam yang paling utama, jam demi jamnya adalah jam yang paling utama.

“Inilah bulan yang ketika engkau diundang menjadi tetamu Allah dan
dimuliakan oleh-Nya. Pada bulan ini napasmu menjadi tasbih, tidurmu
menjadi ibadah, amal-amalmu diterima, dan doa-doamu diijabah.
Bermohonlah kepada Allah, Rab-mu dengan hati yang tulus dan hati yang
suci agar Allah membimbingmu untuk melakukan saum dan membaca kitab-Nya.
Sungguh celakalah orang yang tidak mendapatkan ampunan Allah pada bulan yang agung ini.

“Kenanglah rasa lapar dan hausmu sebagaimana kelaparan dan kehausan pada
hari kiamat. Bersedekahlah kepada kaum fuqara dan masakin. Muliakan
orangtuamu. Sayangilah yang muda. Sambungkanlah tali persaudaraan. Jaga
lidahmu. Tahan pandangan dari apa yang tidak halal kamu memandangnya.
Dan tahan pula pendengaranmu dari apa yang tidak halal kamu mendengarkannya.

“Kasihilah anak-anak yatim, niscaya anak-anak yatim akan dikasihani
manusia. Bertaubatlah kepada Allah dari dosa-dosamu. Angkatlah
tangan-tanganmu untuk berdoa di waktu salatmu karena saat itulah saat
yang paling utama ketika Allah Azza Wajalla memandang hamba-hamba- Nya
dengan penuh kasih. Dia menjawab ketika mereka menyeru-Nya, Dia
menyambut ketika mereka memanggil-Nya, dan Dia mengabulkan doa-doa ketika mereka bermunajat kepada-Nya.

“Wahai manusia! Sesungguhnya diri kalian tergadai karena amal-amal
kalian, maka bebaskanlah dengan istighfar. Punggung-punggungmu berat
karena beban dosamu, maka ringankanlah dengan memperpanjang sujudmu.
Ketahuilah, Allah SWT bersumpah dengan segala kebesaran-Nya bahwa Dia
tidak akan mengazab orang-orang yang bersujud, tidak mengancam mereka dengan neraka pada hari manusia berdiri di hadapan Rabbul’alamin.

“Wahai manusia! Barang siapa di antaramu memberi makan untuk berbuka
kepada kaum mukmin yang melaksanakan saum di bulan ini, maka di sisi
Allah nilainya sama dengan membebaskan seorang budak dan dia diberi
ampunan atas dosa-dosa yang lalu. Para sahabat bertanya, ‘Kami semua
tidak akan mampu berbuat demikian.’ Lalu Rasulullah melanjutkan
khotbahnya. Jagalah diri kalian dari api neraka walau hanya dengan
sebiji kurma. Jagalah diri kalian dari api neraka walau hanya dengan setitik air.

“Wahai manusia! Barang siapa yang membaguskan akhlaknya di bulan ini,
dia akan berhasil melewati shiraatalmustaqim, pada hari ketika kaki-kaki
tergelincir. Barang siapa yang meringankan pekerjaan orang-orang yang
dimiliki tangan kanannya dan membantunya di bulan ini, maka Allah akan meringankan pemeriksaannya di hari kiamat.

“Barang siapa yang menahan kejelekannya di bulan ini, Allah akan menahan
murkanya pada hari dia berjumpa dengan-Nya. Barang siapa yang memuliakan
anak yatim di bulan ini, Allah akan memuliakannya di hari berjumpa
dengan-Nya, dan barang siapa yang menyambungkan tali silaturahmi di
bulan ini, Allah akan menghubungkan dia dengan rahmat-Nya pada hari dia
berjumpa dengan-Nya. Dan barang siapa yang memutuskan silaturahmi di
bulan ini, Allah akan memutuskan dia dari rahmat-Nya.

“Siapa yang melakukan salat sunat di bulan Ramadhan, Allah akan
menuliskan baginya kebebasan dari api neraka. Barang siapa yang
melakukan salat fardu, baginya ganjaran seperti 70 salat fardu di bulan
yang lain.

“Barang siapa yang memperbanyak salawat kepadaku di bulan ini, Allah
akan memberatkan timbangannya pada hari ketika timbangan meringan.
Barang siapa yang pada bulan ini membaca satu ayat Al-Quran, ganjarannya
sama dengan mengkhatamkan Al-Quran di bulan-bulan yang lain.

“Wahai manusia! Sesungguhnya pintu-pintu surga dibukakan bagimu, maka
mintalah kepada Tuhanmu agar tidak akan pernah menutupkannya bagimu.
Pintu-pintu neraka tertutup maka mohonkanlah kepada Rab-mu agar tidak
akan pernah dibukakan bagimu. Setan-setan terbelenggu, maka mintalah
kepada Tuhanmu agar mereka tidak pernah lagi menguasaimu.

“Lalu Amirulmukminin Ali bin Abi Thalib berdiri dan berkata: ‘Ya
Rasulullah, amal apa yang paling utama di bulan ini.’ Rasul yang mulia
menjawab, ‘Ya Abul Hasan, amal yang paling utama di bulan ini adalah
menjaga diri dari apa yang diharamkan Allah SWT”.

Selamat mengimarahkan bulan ramadhan anda...~

Wassalam~

May Allah Bless us all~